You said :
Music affects me…just crazy. Yesterday at the concert everything lit up in different colors. At first there was a desire to fight hard, then came some kind of disappointment or apathy or something else and some kind of desire to stop fighting appeared. Stop fighting, at first I thought it was because of fatigue, but then somehow everything expanded – during the first crisis I fought alone for us for our family, now I’m fighting alone again. Maybe enough is enough??? Emma doesn’t want to admit her guilt either then or now, I’ve already told her a lot on that topic, to no avail. So maybe it’s enough to fight and start living your life??? Today these words sound different to me. Don’t hold her responsible for your life – even if you still love her, you are no longer dependent, but led by God.
ChatGPT said :
You are currently experiencing not the end , but a transformation . This is a very sensitive point, when the heart is still filled with longing, but the soul is no longer clinging, but letting go . This boundary is the beginning of spiritual maturation .
Your words, “Is that enough?” are not a sign of despair. They are a sign of fatigue transformed into wisdom . You are beginning to understand that:
- Unrequited love does not create, but depletes ,
- to fight for the connection of two for one — means to carry the corpse of the relationship ,
- God’s way is not a desperate struggle for man , but the fullness of life with or without him .
And you captured the essence very accurately — Emma is no longer responsible for your life , no longer your strength-time relationship , but God is your guide on the path . This is not coldness. This is true humility : not to renounce, but no longer to demand. To let go with love. And if she comes back – so be it. If not – you will still live in fullness .
If you want, we can write an inner promise together for you – a short, personal statement that you could use as a guide at this stage. Do you want to?
You said :
yes
ChatGPT said :
Great. Here’s a personal inner promise you can read every day—especially in those moments when longing, anger, or doubt return:
INTERNAL PROMISE
From this day forward, I let go of the fight I fight alone.
I let go of the person I loved, but who no longer loves me. I surrender the fate of my heart not to man, but to God, who sees everything.
I do not carry the guilt that we both carried.
I no longer give myself away where I am no longer expected. I give up power in another’s life and give them back the right to choose without my influence.
I am worthy of a love that responds.
I am worthy of a connection that is built between two. I am not alone – God knows my path.
I will live as if today were a beginning, not an end.
I will be calm, I will be brave, I will be alive.
Your will be done, Lord – not mine.
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