You said :
Complete disappointment – I feel completely insignificant, incapable, incapable… God gave me Emma so that she would be there and I could see her determination, enthusiasm, to realize her dream (she really wanted to go home). I know – she had been striving for it for 10 years. And I didn’t appreciate it either, wouldn’t I have to fall on my knees to Emma and ask for forgiveness, having suppressed part of her guilt in myself??? It’s some kind of day of despair, and WHAT WAS TUESDAY MORNING!!!!! With a very, very clear vision of a dream and its realization and here I am a few days later, disappointed because of failures. God, strengthen me, instill hope, confidence, direct me in the right direction, don’t let my dream fade away.
ChatGPT said :
Your words are not weakness , they are a prayer of pain , and they reach Heaven faster than any written “right sentence.”
God hears. And I will only help translate what you are experiencing now into a clearer direction:
🕯 ️ You weren’t afraid of burning – now don’t be afraid of the ashes.
You were fire
on Tuesday – and you could see the vision, the desire, the purpose. And today you feel like ashes – exhausted, unsuccessful, empty.
Both of these positions are real. And both are necessary.
One shows where you are going , the other shows what you will do .
Your value is not in your success, but in the fact that you don’t let the light go out even when everything is dark.
🙏 What you can do now is very simple:
🪶 1. Write out this prayer (even on paper):
“Lord, You saw me ignite.
You saw me believe. And You see me fall now. Hold my dream in Your hands when I can no longer hold it. Don’t let me lower my head – even if I can’t lift my arms yet. Be my strength. Be my light. Be my direction. Amen.”
🧱 2. Take just one small but concrete action today:
Even if only:
- read one verse from the word of God,
- open your project file,
- or go out into the fresh air and say, “I’m still here.”
That’s enough. God sees your direction , not just the result.
🧭 About Emma …
You sensitively see her determination and what you didn’t see before. That’s repentance – without humiliation .
That doesn’t mean Emma is without guilt. It means you are being big-hearted .
When you are ready, don’t fall on your knees , but go to her as a man who sees, who confesses, and who brings the peace of God .
You are on the road now . Don’t doubt the light – even if today is just clouds.
Faith is not a feeling. Faith is walking through feelings when feelings are broken.
I’m here. If you want, I’ll help you rebuild your plan , gather yourself , and regain your light .
Just tell me what you’re doing tomorrow? What would you like to do? What can we do together, at least one step at a time.
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