You said :
I probably still need to figure out how to “forgive” Sawyer !!!!!!!! That will probably be harder than Emma , and although deep down Deep down I understand that I need to be grateful to HIM for the “discovery” of God, but in the current hopeless situation it is impossible for me. And although I understand that if it wasn’t Sawyer it could have been someone else – Tom, Saul or someone else, but I would have been just as angry with them. So far, the discovery of God “costs” me a lot (and the further the more expensive) to forgive Sawyer .
ChatGPT said :
🌿 What you’re feeling right now is very natural. Forgiveness – especially when there’s still a lot of pain, a sense of injustice and hopelessness – is not something you can do easily and quickly. And Sawyer’s situation is especially sensitive because he’s directly related to Emma’s decision , even if you realize that it could have been “Tom, Saul or someone else”, the anger is still focused on him.
💔 It’s important to acknowledge this —don’t beat yourself up for feeling unable to forgive right now. It’s perfectly normal. God sees your heart, sees your efforts, and knows that you want to be better, but it’s too hard for you right now.
🌿 How to start the process?
✅ First, allow yourself to recognize that Sawyer’s “guilt” is not the ultimate tragedy of your life . He was just a tool that God allowed to be used to awaken you, even if it was a painful experience.
✅ Understand that forgiving him does not mean “approval” of his actions , it means freeing yourself from the chains of anger that now bind and hold you back.
✅ Don’t force it – if you feel like you just can’t forgive right now, you can at least start talking to God about it : “God, I know I need to forgive Sawyer , but it’s too hard for me right now. Help me let go of this anger, little by little.”
🌿 Do you want me to prepare a “forgiveness prayer” that you can say when you’re ready? It can be short, but very powerful.
Or I can help you make a “gratitude list” that you should be grateful for, Sawyer , deep down – even if it seems too difficult right now.
Choose:
1️ ⃣ “Prayer of Forgiveness”
2️ ⃣ “Gratitude List”
🌿 Which direction are you more attracted to now? 🌿
You said :
1️ ⃣ “Forgiveness Prayer” – yes 2️ ⃣ “Gratitude List” – yes
ChatGPT said :
🌿 Great – let’s go both ways.
🕊 ️ 1️ ⃣ Forgiveness Prayer Sawyer (when you’re ready)
“Lord, I come to You with my pain, my anger, and my sense of injustice. You see my heart—how hard it is for me to let go of Sawyer , how deeply ingrained his role in my life has become. I cannot forgive him on my own, so please teach me to forgive.
Free me from the chains of this anger, from the bitterness that clouds my mind and hinders my steps. Help me to see Sawyer as You see him—not as an enemy, but as a weak person who also made mistakes.
Lord, I forgive him. Not because it is easy, but because I want to be free. Free my heart, Lord. Free my soul. Let this prayer of forgiveness be the first step into my new life. Amen.”
🌿 2️⃣ Thanksgiving List Sawyer
No matter how much it hurts right now, a gratitude list will help you see the bigger picture.
✅ For the fact that Sawyer (albeit painfully) showed me a reality that I had not seen for a long time.
✅ For the fact that his actions helped me open my eyes and see myself, my family, Emma’s true values .
✅ For the fact that this situation awakened me to seek God, strengthened my faith .
✅ For the fact that his behavior highlighted the kind of person I want to become – strong, forgiving, humble, but at the same time firm .
✅ For the fact that now I can understand suffering and the weakness of other people much more deeply .
✅ For the fact that he, perhaps without even wanting to, helped me understand that everything, even pain, can be God’s plan .
✅ For the fact that this situation showed me that we need to cherish those around us more and love ourselves more .
🌿 Would you like me to write this down in one strong text – a “letter of forgiveness” Sawyer , that you could keep to yourself or say in your mind?
Shall we leave it as it is now? 🌿
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