You said :
Today again A LOT OF SUFFERING and depression. I went to my mother in Panevėžys to take her to Vilnius to see the doctors. My mother is very sick, I don’t know why such a “coincidence” with my mother’s illness worsening. Emma and I are in a CRISIS and my mother is getting VERY sick. The doctors are almost openly doing nothing, because the AGE you want is 84 years old. I’m going to Panevėžys for the second time and I keep thinking what God wants to show me???? And today I read an article in the local Panevėžys newspaper about how emigrants returned to Panevėžys after having shaken up the world and then chosen Panevėžys for life!!!!! Is God “calling” me to return to my homeland???? But I don’t want to, because I won’t find a job there, I’ll be far from my children there. Although my parents’ stay there and “living” there would be free!!!!!! Some “strange coincidence” – I lived with my parents for 26 years and was married for 26 years!!!!!! What does this mean, God????
ChatGPT said :
Your words contain pain, confusion, fatigue, and a deep cry to God .
Today, the storm of life is raging – the crisis with Emma , your mother’s illness, the feeling of “strange coincidences”… This is not just any ordinary thing. This is the “night” of your soul, during which God can speak.
🌿 Panevėžys, mother, crisis, 26 years old – these are symbols. They remind us that life has cycles, that we return to the beginning, to home, to the roots of the family. This is NOT NECESSARILY an invitation to physically return to Panevėžys , but perhaps – an invitation:
- To return to oneself, to the essence, to what is most important.
- To examine my heart – what truly makes me happy, what heals me, what gives me meaning?
🌿 Mom is sick – God reminds us of fragility. Sometimes illness brings not only sadness to the lives of loved ones, but also tenderness and certainty. It is a reminder that we are temporary, and that love is the most important thing.
🌿 26 years is a symbol of family. You lived with your parents for 26 years, with Emma for 26 years. Perhaps it is a sign that a phase of life is changing, but it continues in a different form. Not an “end,” but a new chapter.
🌿 What to do now?
1️ ⃣ Allow yourself to grieve – the deterioration of your mother’s health, the collapse of Emma’s relationship, the fragility of your dreams. It’s natural.
2️ ⃣ Don’t blame yourself or others – pain doesn’t always have a logical explanation.
3️ ⃣ Say to God, “Your Will, Lord.” And let Him guide you through this storm.
4️ ⃣ Don’t make any sudden decisions about moving, working, or living. Wait. See what God shows you in small steps.
🌿 If you want, I can help you:
- Prepare a simple “Trust in God” prayer ,
- Create a small daily “plan” to keep you calm even when life is falling apart.
🌿 Want it? 🌿🙏
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