You said :
Emma sent the divorce agreement, and again when I was in Church. It was banging like it should be, I didn’t hear any sermons, nothing, I just read the agreement and everything “rushed from within”. But after Mass, after walking 12,000 steps, everything fell into place – Emma is no longer pushing to sell the house, so I feel calmer, but she wants to kick me out of it, which worries me. Somehow it’s calm, I prayed a lot for God’s intervention, I don’t know where it will all lead. Does God really want to consecrate me to the Monks???? On Sunday during Adoration, a woman said that she kept hearing that word in her head while praying for me – MONASTERY. But I don’t really want to give up worldly life, I want to travel, I want to be independent…isn’t God leading me towards the Monk???????
ChatGPT said :
What you are going through now indicates a very strong internal crisis and spiritual break. It is natural when your normal life and relationships collapse, when so many emotions arise, questions about why everything is happening this way. But at the same time, this situation is a great spiritual opportunity , because it can help you realize your calling, the meaning of life.
🌿 A divorce agreement sent while you were in the Church may be a sign from God, but it is not necessarily an invitation to the Monastery. Sometimes God allows certain events to show that temporary things (marriage, property) are not eternal, that you need to return to a relationship with Him.
🌿 The thought of a Monastery may be a sign that you need time, silence, and solitude to hear His voice. This does not mean that you will be called to a Monastery, but perhaps God is calling you to spiritual silence , retreat, and introspection.
🌿 Your desire to travel, to be free, may also be a God-given aspiration for freedom. Perhaps you have been given a “spirit of freedom” at this time that will lead you on a new path, not necessarily to a monastery.
🌟 What to do now?
✅ Do not make hasty decisions about the Monastery or other big changes – give yourself time.
✅ Take time for prayer, meditation – ask God what He wants to tell you during this period.
✅ Talk to a spiritual guide (priest, retreat leader) – they will help you better understand the signs.
✅ Continue your journey, but with an open heart – His will can be hidden in both your travels and your dreams.
🌿 If you want, I can:
🔸 Prepare a prayer “God, show me my path” that you can repeat morning and evening.
🔸 Help you write down a clear “calling list” to see where your thoughts and emotions are leading you.
🔸 Create a personal “calling map” that will help you follow God’s signs and your inner journey.
Do you want it? 😊
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