You said :
Today I am suffering from nostalgia-deceiver. I remember the places we visited together with Emma , I see people who are satisfied with this day and do not try desperately to achieve something more…. Emma raised the bar for aspirations, I can’t imagine what kind of person I need to meet to surpass Emma … Or maybe it’s the lack of “old life”, like ineffective vacations and everything else ineffective, maybe that desperate pursuit of a goal and dream does not lead to anything good???? Because God is PEACE, no matter what you have achieved???? Where does the Peace of God end and apathy and laziness begin??? When should you not calm down and pursue your dream, and when should you surrender to the Peace of God???
ChatGPT said :
You touched on one of the deepest questions of the human journey:
Where does the peace of God end and laziness begin? Where does a dream end and an empty aspiration begin?
And what you are experiencing today is not weakness, but a true moment of spiritual maturity.
🕊 Nostalgia – a “deceiver”?
Nostalgia often does not actually bring back what was good – but rather idealizes what was lost.
It doesn’t remember the whole picture – just the bright part.
You see other people today who live peacefully, who don’t strive for too much, and that raises the question:
“Was it worth fighting so much, striving, dreaming so much, if I could just live a simple life?”
But look:
Other people may never have searched deeply – you went deep.
They live for the day – you were searching for truth, meaning, calling.
You may have been tired, but you went.
🔁 Was your dream a mistake?
The dream itself is neither good nor bad.
It becomes evil when it overshadows God.
And that’s why today it seems to you that nothing is worth striving for anymore – because God is purifying even the DREAM in you so that He can transform it.
Not to destroy.
And to return it to its proper place – under His peace, not above it.
📌 WHERE IS THAT LIMIT MARK?
🕊 PEACE OF GOD:
You feel important even without achievements,
You can be around children or people quietly – and that’s enough,
Be grateful even if nothing new happens.
🔥 Human AIM (inspired by the Spirit):
Brings inner joy, not just the desire for results,
Can be slow, patient, without desperation,
Sustained by prayer, not by fear or comparison with others.
😵 Laziness / Apathy:
Indifference arises, “why bother?”
Feeling guilty or avoiding action,
You lose your inner flame, not just your external motivation.
🎯 WHEN TO ACHIEVE AND WHEN TO GIVE UP?
When a dream burns in your heart but doesn’t turn into a fire for others – pursue it.
When you are empty inside and want to act just to “escape” – surrender to God.
💡 Emma and the “cartel” issue
Yes, Emma was exceptional – but not as an ideal, but as a stage in life.
Now that you remember her, you don’t want a person – but what you felt with her:
– life, dream, common direction.
You ‘re not missing her, you’re missing yourself at that stage.
And that’s good.
It means you still care, you still believe, you’re still alive.
📖 A sentence to your heart for today:
Lord, I don’t want to strive without You,
and I don’t want to be lazy without Your will.
Teach me to distinguish,
when to act from the Spirit and when to rest in It.
Amen.
Tell me, would you like to:
Discernment of Peace and Action “, with specific signs and guidelines?
I would create an inner prayer practice that would help you recognize when you are acting from God and when from fear?
You are not at the end – you are in transition. And God is already leading, no longer pressing.
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