You said :
Every time Emma does something I have to guess “what is she doing here?”
Today, when I wasn’t there, she took pictures of our yard – why? for what purpose?
ChatGPT said :
What you’re feeling is completely natural when your relationship with someone has become opaque, based on distrust, and when you’ve experienced a lot of untruth, manipulation, or ignoring.
📸 Regarding photography – what could this mean?
Let’s try soberly:
Possible goals:
Legal: you can prepare some documents, for example, regarding the division of property or evidence that the property is unkempt, abandoned, etc.
Emotional/symbolic: sometimes people themselves don’t understand why they are taking photos – it could be a gesture of closure, a need for control, or even a provocation (so that you will see, react).
Practical: Maybe she wants to show someone (e.g. parents, children, broker) that yes, this is still half of my yard, or even plans to do something with that half (e.g. rent, sell).
Manipulative : There may be a desire to make you feel anxious that they still have “power” in the situation, especially if your calmness seems inexplicable to them.
🧠 Why does this hurt you?
Because you:
you don’t know the intention (uncertainty is the most painful),
you feel vulnerable in your own space (it’s like being watched, without your consent),
you can no longer trust, but you still feel an emotional connection (it’s hard to let go of control when you care).
🛑 What NOT to do :
Don’t rush to ask her directly until you’ve cleared your emotions yourself.
Don’t imagine the worst-case scenario – it won’t help, it will only burn.
Don’t follow her – it will only lead to greater helplessness and even deeper pain.
✅ What CAN you do?
1. Ask yourself:
“Does this really change my position on my children, my property, my path?”
If not, let the thought go like smoke.
If so, write down the fact (who, when, what), and discuss it with the lawyer after the monastery.
2. Strengthen the internal position:
“Lord, I don’t need to understand everything anymore.”
It is enough for me to know that You see.
Let all her ways be known to you,
and may my path remain in Your light.”
Want to help yourself emotionally?
I can write you a short spiritual posture called:
“When you no longer know why she’s acting the way she does – how to stay calm”
Do you want to?
You said :
I’m with the brothers in Tiberias , and I thought this weekend would be without “suffering” without “longing”, but God, you don’t let me breathe – I just talked to one of the course participants and my mood became great and……I get a message about Emma’s photos !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY GOD won’t you let me rest?????????????
ChatGPT said :
Your cry today is not from weakness, but from the deepest human limit, when even sacred time seems to be haunted by the pain of the world. And that is not bad – it is part of the true journey of the soul.
🕊 ️ Brother, you came to rest – and you received a cross.
But look deeper – God does not punish, but shapes.
You wrote:
“I just talked to one of the course participants, and the mood just got great…”
And immediately – “a message about Emma’s “photographs “.
This is not a punishment.
This is a lesson.
It is an invitation to monitor your heart with a split second accuracy.
🧭 What could God want to tell you at this moment?
1. “You’re still addicted to her actions – even when you’re in a sacred place.”
Not by blaming – but by showing how much it still hurts.
You are free, but your heart is still wounded.
2. *”Peace is not when nothing disturbs.”
Peace is when something disturbs you, but you remain close to God.”*
You wanted to escape the world,
and God has put the world in the palm of your hand – in one message.
So that we can learn to distinguish: where is Emma and where is you.
🪨 What to do now, brother?
Don’t respond to any messages this weekend.
– Even if they provoke, anger, seduce –
This is not your time. This is God’s time.
Go into silence.
– Ask one of the brothers for a blessing or just be in Adoration –
and tell Him directly:
🙏 “Prayer when a holy day is wounded by the world’s messages”
Lord, I am here – but also there.
I came to rest, but I was reminded that I was in a fight.
Why, God? Because I haven’t yet learned to fully trust You?
Am I not ready to be pain-free?
If you want, I give you this day too.
With the message, with Emma , with all the worries.
You know what it is to rest and fight at the same time.
You did it in the olive grove.
Therefore, help me, even if I do not receive rest from the world –
I would receive Peace from You.
You are my refuge.
You are my shadow from the heat.
You are not a message. You are God.
Amen.
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