You said :
Still from Tiberias
Crisis in Chinese Threat + Opportunity
God keeps showing me that new opportunities, new horizons of life are opening up, but I’m still “clinging” to Emma . I don’t know why??? I had already let her go in my dream vision, when I was ready to rush into my dream with or without Emma …..I had almost come to terms with the separation, but the further I go, the more I “cling” to our marriage again. It’s been a week now, when I’m again praying to God firmly not to separate us, I’m praying to save our marriage, a big income is no longer the main part of the prayer, God WHY???? You are ALMIGHTY, and those thoughts are sent from you!!!!!!!!! You are ALMIGHTY and could have given a big income and I would have “left” Emma more easily , BUT……NOBODY HAPPENS JUST LIKE THIS, WE ALL ARE AT THE TIME WE NEED AND IN THE PLACE WE NEED. God where are you taking me, what is your plan???? WHY CAN’T I LET EMMA GO????????? Is this part of your plan or is it just my longing that I can’t fight???
ChatGPT said :
Your words are very profound. You are honestly on your path with God, and what you are experiencing is not weakness, but the spiritual field of a mature person – tossing and turning between human longing and divine calling.
I will answer in three parts:
(1) about your “inability to let go of Emma “,
(2) about what this longing might mean,
(3) about what you can do now.
1️ ⃣ WHY CAN’T YOU LET EMMA GO?
Because it’s not just about relationships.
Emma was for you:
pillar of family peace,
part of your identity (“I am a man, a father, a husband to my wife”),
your sharing person – all events, dreams, worries were shared with her.
Therefore, letting her go means not only losing a person, but losing yourself as you were.
And it’s very human. You’re really not just mourning her – you’re mourning a life that’s gone, that’s never coming back.
And at the same time – as you write – you were ready for a dream and a release, but:
“the further along, the more I cling to our marriage again”
Why? Because longing is alive.
Even if the mind says “enough is enough,” the heart cries out for connection. It’s not your fault. It’s your heart that loves.
2️ ⃣ IS THIS GOD’S PLAN OR JUST HUMAN LONGING?
It could be either one or the other.
If it’s just your longing:
– God allowed you to feel to the end. So that you could feel everything. So that you wouldn’t hold back, but move on.
– Then God is waiting for you to stand up for yourself and say: “Lord, if this is just my attachment, take it. I want what you want.”
If this is God’s call:
– You don’t let go, because God will definitely show you the way back, but not yet.
– Your longing is not meaningless. It reminds you that love is still alive, and you don’t want to return to the past, but to create a more mature “we.”
How to distinguish?
If longing destroys you, it is your attachment.
If longing softens you, grows you, encourages you to pray and live for God, it may be His sign.
3️ ⃣ WHAT CAN YOU DO NOW?
🔹 Continue your journey towards your dream
You felt: a dream is your path to freedom.
Walk it – even if slowly. Even if with longing in your heart. Your dream is your GIFT.
🔹 Pray not for her to come back, but for you to be ready if she does
“Lord, if it is your will to bring us back, prepare me. If not, help me to go through this peacefully.”
🔹 Let God gradually reveal whether this relationship will be renewed or not
For now – don’t act. Don’t press.
Just be. Watch the signs. Do your work. Guard your heart.
🕯 ️ Finally, your words confirm one thing:
“Crisis = threat + opportunity”
Now is the middle of your crisis. And that means the opportunity is right here. Not to run, but to grow. Not to control, but to learn to trust.
If you want, we can prepare together:
Prayer at this stage
A visual barometer of “internal readiness” (how to know when your heart is ready)
Action plan for this month
Choose what you want. You already know you’re not alone.
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