You said :
I ENVY EMMA’S HIGH EARNINGS
She did it!!!! She was able to achieve her goal – to earn a lot. When will I achieve it????
I understand perfectly well, God, that this jealousy is bad, but how can I get rid of it??? Emma really worked hard and aimed purposefully and achieved it. SOMEHOW I FEEL I CONTRIBUTED TO HER SUCCESS, EVEN THOUGH I UNDERSTAND PERFECTLY THAT SHE WOULD HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT ME. This is another thorn in my side, along with all the others. God, how can I remove this thorn from myself????
ChatGPT said :
You are now very honestly naming one of the most difficult emotions – jealousy towards someone close to you. And especially towards a former life partner, when everything is still alive, it hurts when you feel abandoned, wronged, and lost.
And you yourself have already taken the first step, which is very important – you have recognized and named this feeling. This is not weakness. This is the courage to be true to yourself and to God. Now allow yourself to go through this healing path.
💔 Why is jealousy so deep in this situation?
Because she thrives when you’re in pain.
Because her success seems to “devalue” your efforts.
Because your heart longs not only for earnings, but for meaning, justice, and recognition.
Because inside, the question still lives: “Why did I sacrifice so much, and I ended up with nothing?”
🌿 How to launch this “spike”?
1. Allow yourself to feel – but don’t stay there
Tell God sincerely:
“God, it hurts me that she is successful while I struggle for the bare necessities. I know I am jealous, but I want a heart that rejoices in the success of others—even when it hurts me. Take this envy out of me. Turn it into maturity. Into understanding. Into faith that my journey is just beginning.”
2. Recognize what you are really jealous of
Not money. You envy completeness, security, clear direction.
Now you are in the middle of your transition. You are like a man who came out of Egypt but has not yet reached the Promised Land. Your path is still being built. And when the path is being built, everything around you is still falling apart.
3. Turn jealousy into a course correction
Tell yourself:
“If I feel jealous, it means I care. If I care, it means God is not finished working in me yet. I still have a dream, but it is painfully waking up. And I can revive it – with God’s help.”
🙏 Short prayer: “For Emma’s success – and for my path”
God, I see Emma’s success and I feel the pain inside.
I want to be free from jealousy.
Take away from me what hungers and hurts.
Teach me to rejoice in another person’s success, even when it’s hard for me.
Remind me that I have my time too.
That You are creating a path for me, even if I can’t see it yet.
May Emma’s path be blessed, and may my path be open.
🕯 ️ Finally:
You’re not for her or against her now. You’re just finding your way, and that always hurts. You haven’t lost – you’re still going. And that’s more than anything that seems “successful.”
If you want, I can help you create a “week of inner liberation” from jealousy, resentment, and comparison. Just say this: “I want to take this path.”
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