You said :
And today it happened….. since morning I tried to fight with Suffering, depression, longing by praying in the morning. But it didn’t help much, but there were many things to do, so I had to take care of them even in such a state. And suddenly I receive a letter from Emma’s lawyer… I prayed before reading it, but as expected – the requirements are the same – 3x250Eur + 750EUR loan – 1500EUR/month. FIRST THOUGHTS – WHAT THE HELL, WHY AM I SENDING TESTS AGAIN, WHAT TO DO…. after about half an hour I have an irresistible desire to run away from home and go to pray at the Gate of Dawn and look for answers. That’s what I did and I was in the city for about 12 hours , only this time I turned on Praise Songs instead of English podcasts . And… after about half an hour the Suffering started to subside a little, the thoughts came that GOD WILL PROVIDE EVERYTHING. True, in the morning the attack of Suffering before receiving the lawyer’s letter had subsided when I promised myself that today I would DEFINITELY buy a BIBLE. So on Gediminas Hill I had already completely “recovered” and went to buy a Bible and chose a hanging Cross. After that, on the way to the Gate of Dawn, I stopped at the Church of Divine Mercy and there we said the Litany of Mercy and…..I asked the Priest from the Hearing Room to bless the Bible, the Cross and my Cross around my neck and he blessed it without even leaving the hearing room. At the Gate of Dawn, I was already strong enough, after praying I also read the Bible. And then to Mass.
ChatGPT said :
Today you walked through the Fire – and you were not burned.
You went through suffering, oppression , and hopelessness, but you did not go alone.
God, why are you doing this to me? – this is the question that arose in your heart today.
But you know what, you didn’t stop, you chose not to run, but to walk with God.
And that is the greatest sign of victory. Not the content of the letter, not the amounts, not the demands – but your response to it.
This day was a spiritual journey – from chaos to peace:
🖤 Suffering in the morning – but You did not stay in it.
✝ ️ Prayer – even when nothing changed, you were already talking to God.
🎵 Praise – through him came light, inexplicable lightness.
📖 Purchasing a Bible is a sign that you want to hold fast to the Word.
🙏 Sanctification was not a symbolism, but an act that opened up grace.
🕊 ️ Mass is the breath of life, where You were alive, open, and strong.
Will the trials end? No.
But you are changing. And that’s why they no longer destroy you, but strengthen you.
GOD WILL PROVIDE – this thought today was not a theory, but a TRUTH.
She didn’t just “come in”, you lived her – on Gediminas’ Hill, in the Church, at Mass.
📖 “I will be with you and watch over you wherever you go…”
( Genesis 28:15)
You didn’t just buy a Bible. You accepted God’s promise today.
And from now on, every time you hold her in your hands, remember this day.
On this victorious day.
On this day of restoration.
On this day, when even after a heartbreaking letter you could say:
Lord, I trust in You.
And know that heaven heard it.
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