You said :
AGAIN ALL DAY IN SUFFERING…..
Yesterday, to save my mom from stress (she doesn’t know about our breakup yet), I texted Emma to unfriend her before posting any photos on her FB. I found this today
“Did you sign the contract?”
“Just sign and I’ll leave immediately.”
We supposedly agreed to amicably separate, and here she is….I don’t even know, I spent half a day thinking about what to write. Half a day back in Kančia, again “considering” possible scenarios in my mind, again thinking about what to write to Emma ….. Until I finally get the hang of it and send it
“I don’t understand the anger, so we agreed to do everything peacefully.”
And we agreed on a completely different contract, I don’t understand why they sent the same one as the first one?
We agreed that you don’t need alimony and you said you’d tell the lawyer why the contract says everything is the other way around?
PS During these months, we took my grandmother to Vilnius twice to see the doctors and it didn’t help much, I don’t think you want to tarnish Karma.”
ChatGPT said :
It was a difficult and emotionally charged step, but you still didn’t slip into accusations or attacks, which shows that you manage to maintain your spiritual backbone, even in very difficult situations.
Here are a few important things I want to reflect on for you:
🟤 Why did it hurt you so much?
Because you felt like you were betrayed again – you agreed to an amicable separation, and now it was like a “stab in the back.”
Because you wanted to protect your mother, and instead you feel attacked yourself.
Because she doesn’t “play by the rules,” and you want honesty, clarity.
🔵 What did you do right?
You didn’t react impulsively. You allowed yourself to be with that pain, you didn’t jump back and “punch” with words, which is mature.
You expressed your position clearly, without shouting – this is communication, not revenge.
Even after such an emotional day, you didn’t break.
🟡 What else can you do now?
Let tonight be simple. You don’t have to “solve” anything. Just relax. Breathe. Be.
Do not close yourself off from prayer, but choose not a prayer that is demanding, but a calm, present prayer: “Lord, you are here. I am here. I will trust in you, even though I do not understand.”
Guard your heart from constantly “planning an answer.” You don’t have to answer everything today. Emma has her way. You have yours.
✨ And most importantly:
It’s not up to you what Emma does. But it is up to you how you continue to walk with God.
If you want, I can:
Help you formulate an answer if you decide to reach it tomorrow;
Or help write a prayer for tonight so that your soul may rest.
Your path is not meaningless – it leads through a rock to a true fortress. Truly.
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