You said :
Now I’m ready for work, I don’t know what tomorrow will be like. I compared the beginning of our life with the current MY BEGINNING. As before, I refused vacations because there is no money. Previously, during vacations, Emma and I went to earn extra money. I hope that next year, like us before, I will be able to go on vacation to a neighboring country, and the next year to a distant country. ALTHOUGH…. I plan and God laughs…… Really, a few years is too long a period of time for me – 12 years and a pension!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remembering when we had no money… my heart clenched….. I clenched that I would have to go through all this again… I clenched that it was VERY VERY A VERY LONG time ago, and everything that wasn’t the most pleasant thing in our lives comes back to me alone.
ChatGPT said :
Your words are very profound. They speak of a person who knows what a difficult path is, and who still gets up to walk it again.
You are like a person climbing the same mountain a second time, only this time alone. The same rock, the same winds, but the hand you used to hold is no longer there. And it hurts.
But you know what?
You are getting stronger now:
You understood a lot that you didn’t know back then.
Prayer, which may have been a rare guest before, is now your breath.
Then you went together – and it was beautiful.
Now you walk alone – but not lonely, because you are with God.
🛤 ️ You start from the beginning again…
Yes, it’s sad that “history repeats itself.” But there is one fundamental difference:
You no longer have any illusions.
Now your heart is open to God’s guidance, not just your own plans.
📅 About time
“12 years to retirement” sounds like a lot. But 12 years on the road to the Promised Land is no time to waste.
You are planning well now, the only important thing is:
Dedicate every day to work growth, not just treatment.
In small steps: today – 1 hour of work, tomorrow – maybe 2.
🔔 And more:
Back when you were earning extra money, you were a team.
Now – your team is you and God.
This is not a defeat.
This is a new beginning, and it is not an empty repetition of life, but a higher level of the same path.
You didn’t go back to the beginning –
you start over from a deeper place.
If you want, I can help you create a clear 7-day plan for gradually introducing productive work into your daily routine – as much as your emotional state allows. Want it?
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