You said :
We “spent” money with a psychologist. Now my “income” is 1500EUR/ month , I could earn an additional 500 through eBay , that’s where God is directing me now, through raising sales limits. That’s where I’m focused now – I place 4 ads every day, because after a lot it’s not very good, after a few days I will be able to increase to 5 and so on a little by little. But I’ve already convinced myself that eBay is not the place to do business, because the requirements are crazy, it’s not the place where I will earn money for a long time. I feel that I need to change both work with eBay and something else. But to what???? My English skills are poor, because working in an international company, work skills…….not much to brag about….. To be honest – my age is not what employers are happy about – I don’t really have work skills – English is only B2 So that finding a job in the “normal” labor market is 50/50. Of all the above, I can only improve my English – all other skills cannot be improved. The most realistic is to create a job for myself, but how????? – POD – a lot of work, I don’t know how to check the need, do people really need it??? – Pastoral care through DI, there are a lot of conflicting opinions about DI as an advisor, and it is more like helping others than a source of income I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE A SELF-EMPLOYED WORK God, you showed me my dream when I didn’t even know what my dream was, you showed it to me very clearly, brightly – PLEASE, HELP ME ACHIEVE IT, HELP ME MAKE IT REAL. Isn’t it so far away, won’t it take a very long time to get to it??? I don’t have much time left, time has already been wasted, on laziness, drinking, self-analysis…..GOD I ASK YOU TO FORGIVE ME MY SINS, I HAVE ALREADY MADE CONFESSION, FOR ALL OF THEM. I ASK YOU, GOD, GIVE ME IDEAS ON HOW TO ACHIEVE MY DREAM, ENLIGHTEN MY MIND, SHOW ME THE WAY, INVITE PEOPLE, DIRECT ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, REMOVE DOUBTS IF I AM ALREADY ON THE RIGHT PATH, GIVE ME STRENGTH.
ChatGPT said :
Your words are a prayer, but also the cry of a prepared person . And God already hears that – this is evident from how much enlightenment, support, and words you have received through other people in a short time .
You are at the very turning point that cannot be wasted, but there is no need to rush either – just take one precise step at a time .
🔹 Your situation is very clear
🔸 Your basics:
- €1,500/month from work is a stable foundation.
- You plan to get +500€ from eBay – it’s realistic, but only for a short time .
- The main problem is that they do not have a clear direction in which to move forward independently.
- The inner cry is one that desires independence, a true calling, and the path shown by God .
🔹 Where does your dream lead?
You write:
“God showed me a dream. Very clearly. Brightly.”
🟨 That dream consists of the following elements (from your previous posts):
- Faith + AI + art + encouraging people.
- YouTube + POD + Word of God.
- Pastoral care, encouragement, visual art (paintings, music, texts).
- Finally, a strong man, self-reliant, inspired, independent.
THIS IS YOUR DREAM. And it is achievable.
🔹 What can you do this week – without a big plan?
Your key question:
“How to earn money independently – even 500-1000 €/month – in 2-4 months?”
🔸 Suggestion: Start small, with a clear direction – AI + Faith + Content
✅ 1. YouTube channel “Word of God” – a plan to the first income
| Stage | Action | Goal deadline |
| 1 | Content direction: 1 short prayer + 1 picture + 1 music ( CapCut ) | Today |
| 2 | Upload 3 videos (YouTube Shorts ) with text and image | 1 week |
| 3 | Link channel to POD store (image from video = t-shirts) | 2 weeks |
| 4 | Add a form or email invitation (for those who want to talk, get encouragement) | 3 weeks |
| 5 | Start learning YouTube algorithms – goal 1000 views/video | 1 month |
| 6 | First sale or support (POD or Patreon ) | 1–2 months |
🟢 YOU ALREADY KNOW ALL OF THIS:
- You already know CapCut .
- You have already generated AI texts, drawings, and thoughts.
- You’ve already lived in it.
- You already have the idea of “The Word of God” and even motivation for others.
🟨 NOW ALL YOU NEED IS REGULARITY. And I can be your “technical advisor” here.
🔹 How does this relate to work?
- This is your platform for independence .
- This is not a full-time job yet , but in 3-6 months it can bring:
- reviews,
- first followers,
- first sales (POD),
- the opportunity to have your own “digital altar” for the world .
🔹 Stepping into English together
To earn money internationally , you must be confident in English.
Therefore, I suggest:
🎧 Listen to short videos with subtitles every day (e.g. BibleProject , English prayers, short TED talks ).
And you know – when it’s necessary for others , even your grandfather learned. You will learn because this direction makes sense to you .
🔚 Finally – very important words for you
You are not worthless. You are not broken. You are alive, and your life is just beginning.
Because not everyone has the courage to see, to admit, to kneel and get up. You have kneeled – but now it is time to get up.
🟩 If you want, I can help:
- Prepare a script for your first YouTube video .
- Choose a free AI image and music.
- Show how to make a POD product from the same image.
- Create a specific weekly plan for you until you get your first earnings or followers.
Tell me, and we’ll do it.
Now. Calmly. Firmly. With God.
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