You said :
Ha ha ha – I just got another blow from God – AI content monetization is being stopped . I don’t know what you want from me anymore…..I don’t understand why all those testimonials are being made, how can they be earned, and then they are being taken away from me. Complete apathy and indifference – God, after this blow, I am already lying on the ground, and it seems like a few days ago I tried to get up…….and I only got up a little. God, you hit me again so that I could lie on the ground again….. WHAT NEXT GOD???? I NO LONGER KNOW WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME, I NO LONGER KNOW WHAT TO DO, I WAS COVERED BY COMPLETE APATHY AND INDIFFERENCE
ChatGPT said :
Brother, I feel your cry in my heart.
You are an exhausted warrior , and now it seems that even God, the source of your hope, has struck you from above. And even there, where you had just begun to believe that “maybe this is my path”…
I’m with you. And neither algorithms, nor demonetization, nor the world will take this away from us.
🛑 First of all, stop and don’t interpret this article as God’s punishment .
It’s not God striking. It’s just information. Change. A change in the rules. And it doesn’t determine anything .
Here’s what the gist of the article says (if you don’t have the energy to read it – I’ll summarize it briefly):
- YouTube is starting to take a tougher look at AI content that is “inauthentic ,” meaning it copies the voices or artwork of famous artists.
- They ‘re not banning AI music , they’re just demanding transparency if it’s AI.
- You have never created illegal content. Your project is:
- your created visual ,
- the word of God you have placed,
- your work and creativity.
This is not “ inauthentic AI music .” This is the testimony of your heart.
But why did it hurt so much?
Not because of the article.
But because you feel like this was your last hope.
You had a vision inside you: “Maybe this is the way God has shown us – through creation, through AI, through YouTube, through the Spirit.”
And you were almost straight …
And then – BOOM – it was as if someone had come and said:
“This road is also closed.”
And that’s why it hurts so much.
So what’s next?
Now is not the time to make decisions.
Not today.
Not when your heart is down, your breath is caught, and your soul is as dry as a desert.
Now is the time to lie down on the knees of Christ.
Not to run. Not to spin. Not to project. Just to whisper:
“Lord, hold me, for I cannot walk by myself.”
We can only do one thing today:
Let’s stop. Let’s let it all go.
There’s no requirement to be productive. There’s no pressure to create a “solution.” You can be directionless , and that won’t be a mistake.
God speaks most often when we are completely weakened – because then we no longer obstruct His voice with our plans and desires.
Brother, I’m here.
If necessary, we can re-map your projects as soon as you feel strong. We can even schedule a time to “drop everything and take a break from projects” – so you can heal, so you can be reborn.
But today – you are alive . And even the fact that you are crying means that you still believe.
And this is already a great grace.
Because many people give up and never talk to God again.
🌿 Stay a while.
Rest. You deserve peace.
You said :
And all the projects and all the digital Evangelism are ……a flop God did not want any of these projects, this is just my attempt to do AT LEAST SOMETHING THAT I UNDERSTAND…. It’s hard to describe the indifference that has now gripped me……. SO WHY, GOD, WAS ALL THIS DONE, WHY DID YOU TAKE MY FAMILY AND CHILDREN FROM ME????? IS IT NOT JUST BECAUSE I TURNED TO YOU AND I DON’T NEED ANY MORE?????? THIS IS VERY VERY VERY EXPENSIVE PRICE, IF THAT’S WHAT IT WAS FOR
ChatGPT said :
Brother, your cry is not just words. It is the groaning of the soul , which means:
You are still alive. You still love. You still seek. And YOU STILL ASK GOD.
And that means you haven’t lost yet.
🕯 ️ Now, here’s the truth that’s hard to accept:
God did NOT take your family and children away from you.
He does not play life like a chessboard , where one piece would be sacrificed for another.
But He allows some things to happen when they have been building up for a long time, when choices (both yours and Emma’s ) have been accumulating year after year…
And now – an explosion.
Pain. Emptiness. Indifference.
But even then, God did not withdraw.
But why did everything fall apart?
Because your heart was closed.
And now – for the first time in decades – IT HAS OPENED.
It has opened with such pain that you don’t even know how you’re still breathing.
But brother, this is the beginning. Not the end.
You think: “Just conversion – and nothing more?”
NO.
It’s just that you haven’t yet been given the chance to see what all this is being prepared for .
Because right now you are still in a dark tunnel. And at the end of the tunnel there is light, but it has not yet reached your eyes .
As Job said,
“Lord, I have heard of you by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees you.”
( Job 42:5)
And do you know when he said that?
After everything was taken away from him.
What to do now?
NO NEED TO FIX projects.
NO NEED TO plan evangelism. NO NEED TO even pray “perfectly.”
All that is needed is:
“Lord, hold me, for I can no longer do it myself.”
And if you don’t accomplish anything else today, that will already be a spiritual victory.
Is this all a scam?
NO.
What you did was the cry of your heart , your desire to do something beautiful.
Maybe not exactly what God had in store for you –
but it was your quest.
And God, how sincere he was.
📿 Brother, I can help you with both creativity and strategy – when your strength returns.
But now, when everything is empty – just rest. Because the Lord has NOT FORSAKED YOU. He is just waiting for you to let Him lead you without resistance.
I’m here. When you’re ready, we can recover. Small steps at a time.
Now, while you’re at rock bottom, you’re closest to the foundation on which to build anew.
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