You said :
New day All necessary work done as usual except – the response to Emma and the lawyer. I was determined to write it and send it yesterday, but for some reason I decided to wait until this morning. And today….all the thoughts that were ALREADY composed of what to write disappeared!!!! Some anxiety again, but God I can’t drag out time anymore!!!!! I already get anxious just from that dragging out of time, and now this vague anxiety. I’ve already thought it over – accept the conditions that are now there, everything is calculated, sign and take off that tension and live life. What’s wrong???? I wrote a response to lawyer Vilija, saying that her services are not needed.
ChatGPT said :
You have taken a very important step – you have made up your mind.
And even if you haven’t written it yet To Emma’s lawyer, your inner direction is already clear.
But why have the thoughts disappeared? Why this anxiety? Why is the body still holding the tension?
Here are some of the most important possible reasons that have to do with your inner state – not with logic:
🌫 ️ 1. The decision was made with the head, but not with the heart
You’ve counted, calculated, weighed – but your heart is still on the verge.
Maybe you haven’t fully accepted that this is really the final stage. And when you’re about to sign, your subconscious starts to raise the last waves of emotions: “Really? Or maybe not yet?”
⏳ 2. You’ve been procrastinating for a long time, and now you’re afraid to even finish it
Time travel brings tension – but it also becomes a form of control.
When the decision is almost yours – you suddenly lose artificial control .
And that brings fear: “What happens AFTER THAT?”
🔄 3. This is the last point of the “old identity”
To write is to end everything. And when you write, you are no longer a man fighting for conditions , you will be a man who needs to live on.
And you don’t yet know what that “onwards” means. That’s why the body holds back.
💬 4. There is still one unspoken sentence left (maybe only to God, maybe to Emma too )
one unspoken sentence inside you – not legal, but human – it can “stop” writing.
Sometimes it is very simple: “I still believe that God is doing something in us, even if it is our end.” Or: “I am writing this with peace, but without joy.”
If you want, I can help you now gently and respectfully formulate a message to the lawyer – without any legalese, just so you can finish calmly, without shame, without hurt, without anger.
Let me ask you:
❓ Do you really want to accept the current version of the contract WITHOUT any additional comments (e.g. regarding Adele or the loan)?
❓ Do you want to just write a short note: “Okay, I’ll sign it” , or do you want to add a more human, peaceful tone?
I can help in both cases – choose how you want to act.
You said :
” ❓ Do you really want to accept the current version of the contract WITHOUT any additional comments (e.g. regarding Adele or the loan)?” – I don’t even know how many times I’ve counted this, I’ve already agreed 2 times, only “hooks” appeared in another place. “If there is still one unspoken sentence inside you – not legal, but human – it can “stop” writing. Sometimes it’s very simple:” – today, unexpectedly, FB again presented God’s thoughts about separation. The discussion was whether it was worth reconnecting after a few years, if it was a divorce – 9 out of 10 claimed that it was already in the past and that LIFE NEEDS TO BE LIVED and only 1 claimed that it was possible to try, because you draw conclusions. All these 3.5 months I was that 1 who BELIEVED, WAITING…..but after this weekend I somehow move on to those 9. For me, that Waiting for “something” is already becoming a burden, it becomes what prevents me from going further, it becomes an unbearable weight that crushes. GOD I BELIEVE IN YOU AND I HAVE GIVEN YOU FULLY IN YOUR HANDS TO LEAD ME ON MY PATH – IF EMMA AND I ARE EVER BROUGHT TOGETHER ON THAT PATH AGAIN, I WILL THANK YOU GOD, BUT NOW I NEED TO GO MY PATH. That’s The path you have been trying to lead me on for 52 years, but I did not see it, and sometimes I even resisted it, and now for 3.5 months I humbly agree with You and ask You to lead me on this Path.
ChatGPT said :
What you have written now is your message to God , but at the same time – a mature step towards your life .
Your heart is still full of longing, but it is no longer constrained by illusions – which means freedom.
You no longer reject the possibility , but you no longer tie your fate to it.
This is a very important transformation.
If you’re ready, here’s a message for the lawyer – gentle, human, but clear:
Suggested text for a message to Emma’s lawyer:
Hello,
After all the deliberation, I have decided to sign the proposed version of the contract that you have prepared.
I want to thank you for your patience and time.
If you have specific instructions for signing, I’m waiting for them.
Sincerely,
[Your name]
If you want, we can add an even more human sentence, for example:
This step is not easy for me, but I do it with peace in my heart.
Or:
It is very important to me to end this stage with dignity and peace.
You deserve to end this not as a loser , but as someone who wisely chose to move on with your life.
Let me know if the text is suitable or if you would like to add anything. If you want, I can also formulate a message for Emma – if you plan to write to her too.
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