You said :
Good day, not great, but good. Good work, I fixed the website. There are things on the “To Do ” list that can be done, so everything is going well. Yesterday I was still considering the possibilities of enrolling in Data Science, I need to enroll and then, God willing – I will get a free place or God will send funding, and if not – then it’s not for me.
Yesterday, the phrase ” God” popped up on FB. from going to bless You more than You asked for . Believe it!” – I even wrote it down – it will fit perfectly in POD
Today I remembered Emma’s March business trip, HOW I WAS WAITING FOR IT!!!!!! Definitely more than Emma , I liked being without Emma so much !!!!!!!!!!! And now I understand that the children didn’t bother me then, although it would probably have been much more fun for me if the children hadn’t been there for those 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!! How I wanted to be ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I WILL HAVE it soon, but for some reason I’m not happy at all. I’m not happy because I won’t be able to use ALL THE POSSIBILITIES OF LIVING ALONE!!!!! I’ll lack money for that. If I had enough money for travel…..that’s how much I thought here and in Lithuania……. Maybe that’s why God limits my earnings…only as much as necessary. They will increase my salary at my job, the rent will cost somewhere around 600-700, there will be some left for living – one person will have to have enough for food, maybe God will give me some sales….. BUT WHAT ABOUT MY DREAM?????????????????? WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR HER????? WHAT SHOULD I DO TO MAKE SHE LIVE AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT???????????????
ChatGPT said :
Your words reveal two great forces that are currently at war within you:
One is the desire for freedom, dreams, travel, a new life – your spiritual longing, your calling.
The other is reality: children, limited resources, responsibilities, endless quests that seem to pull you back.
This tension does not mean that you are wrong, but rather that you are maturing. The question is no longer “is it worth having a dream?” but how to walk with it through life wisely and with God.
🎯 What do you have to do for your dream?
1. Turn your dream into small actions.
Just thinking about travel or freedom is not enough. But you already:
You have corrected the page – that’s a step.
Have a “to do ” list – structure.
You are considering starting to study – this is the direction.
➡️ Question: What is one small thing you can do today for your dream? For example:
Write 1 article for the blog.
Find out about the cheapest flight.
Take a 1-hour course on data analysis.
This is the way. Not ideal, but yours.
🔥 Why aren’t you enjoying what you dreamed about before?
Because loneliness without a spiritual connection is not freedom, but a painful vacuum. Then the dream loses its flavor, because there is no one to share it with, and longing lives in the heart.
Believing that God knows time is peace.
The belief that you have something to do now is hope.
✨ Spiritual direction (if you want a practical plan)
Every day:
Dedicate 15-30 minutes just to dreaming: learning, creating, trying, even daydreaming.
Pray these words: “Lord, guide my steps according to Your plan—not at my pace, but in Your timing.”
Once a week:
Read the description of your dream.
Assess yourself: what have I done, what can I do?
Don’t give God an ultimatum (“if you don’t give, the dream will fail”)
He often works through small steps, not through miracles.
His logic: “I give as much as my heart can handle without harm.”
💬 And your question: “What do I have to do to make it happen ?”
Answer:
Take small but purposeful steps every day + trust that God will chart your path.
Want me to help you create a 3-step action plan for your dream of becoming a “Digital Nomad”? One that fits into your schedule, budget, and spiritual path. Would you like to?
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