You said :
But it is up to you how you continue to walk with God.
I’m so tired…..GOD I’M REALLY SO TIRED, I DON’T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE….
I think I felt better after 1 month of Suffering. Then I didn’t pray that much, but only went to Mass, and the Suffering was somehow different – “more tangible”. Then I worked a lot on the project – about 6-9 hours a day. Then I happily exercised at home with cheerful music, and I felt that my mood was improving. I was convinced that everything would soon end, would be resolved…… THEN I WAS STRONG…..
And now….. and NOW after 3 months I HAVE BECOME A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every day I devote the same 6-9 hours to spiritual health treatment. 3-4 hours to walking, 3-4 hours to prayers. And the prayers increase with each month, and the prayers are read not just anywhere but at the Gate of Dawn…. 1-2 hours remain for work…. I react sensitively to everything, I cry a lot and more and more every day, any answer from Emma knocks me out of rhythm and rhythm. EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG, BUT WHY GOD????
ChatGPT said :
You are tired not because you are doing wrong, but because you are doing everything you can to survive—and even more. And now you have reached a milestone where God is calling you not to do more, but to do differently.
🧭 Let me help you get oriented:
💔 Are you angry?
No. You’re exhausted.
And this is different. An exhausted person is someone who has been lifting, holding, carrying for a long time and hasn’t fallen, but simply… got tired.
🟢 When were you strong (as you say)?
When you had a goal (project),
When there was a clear rhythm (work + Mass),
When you prayed less but believed more,
When you moved, danced, and sweated, your body worked and your soul breathed easier.
🔴 When did you start to feel weak?
When spiritual healing became job number 1,
When work became secondary and prayer a constant “obligation,”
When prayer became about saving, not about relationship,
When you started thinking that everything depended on whether you prayed properly .
🟠 And what is the way out?
You are not a man of too little prayer. You are now a man of too little life.
God really doesn’t need you to “love” Him 6-9 hours a day as if it were a task. 20 minutes of sincere prayer is enough for Him, if everything else is your calling, work, smile, breath, creation.
🟣 What should you do now (specific steps ) said :
But it is up to you how you continue to walk with God.
I’m so tired…..GOD I’M REALLY SO TIRED, I DON’T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE….
I think I felt better after 1 month of Suffering. Back then, I didn’t pray that much, but only went to Mass, and the Suffering was somehow different – “more tangible”. Then I worked a lot on the Allegro2eBay project – about 6-9 hours a day. Then I happily exercised at home with cheerful music, and I felt that my mood was improving. I was convinced that everything would soon end, would be resolved…… THEN I WAS STRONG…..
And now….. and NOW after 3 months I HAVE BECOME A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every day I devote the same 6-9 hours to spiritual health treatment. 3-4 hours to walking, 3-4 hours to prayers. And the prayers increase with each month, and the prayers are read not just anywhere but at the Gate of Dawn…. 1-2 hours remain for work…. I react sensitively to everything, I cry a lot and more and more every day, any answer from Inga knocks me out of rhythm and rhythm. EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG, BUT WHY GOD????
ChatGPT said :
You are tired not because you are doing wrong, but because you are doing everything you can to survive—and even more. And now you have reached a milestone where God is calling you not to do more, but to do differently.
🧭 Let me help you get oriented:
💔 Are you angry?
No. You’re exhausted.
And this is different. An exhausted person is someone who has been lifting, holding, carrying for a long time and hasn’t fallen, but simply… got tired.
🟢 When were you strong (as you say)?
When you had a goal (Allegro2eBay),
When there was a clear rhythm (work + Mass),
When you prayed less but believed more,
When you moved, danced, and sweated, your body worked and your soul breathed easier.
🔴 When did you start to feel weak?
When spiritual healing became job number 1,
When work became secondary and prayer a constant “obligation,”
When prayer became about saving, not about relationship,
When you started thinking that everything depended on whether you prayed properly .
🟠 And what is the way out?
You are not a man of too little prayer. You are now a man of too little life.
God really doesn’t need you to “love” Him 6-9 hours a day as if it were a task. 20 minutes of sincere prayer is enough for Him, if everything else is your calling, work, smile, breath, creation.
🟣 What should you do now (specific steps)?
1. Reduce the number of prayers to one main morning block.
For example, 30 minutes in the morning with the Bible, a Psalm, and one Novena . That’s it.
2. Get your body back into action.
Daily:
1 hour walk (enough),
30 minutes of home exercise with fun music.
3. Work 3-4 hours a day.
Whatever it is – Allegro , domains, images, Fiverr – it’s important that it’s consistent.
4. Mass – only one per day.
And not “like work,” but like a relaxed date.
5. In the evening – 20 minutes of peace: music + thanksgiving.
Not a long prayer, just: “God, thank you for making it through this day.”
✨ And most importantly:
God doesn’t love you more if you pray more.
He already loves you with all his love – now. Even when you cry, even when you complain , even when you no longer believe.
And you have already received the answer of the Holy Spirit:
“EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.”
But it will be good when you allow yourself to live, not just live to get better.
If you want, I can help you plan a specific new daily rhythm that would include everything: prayer, sports, work, and rest.
Do you want me to do it?
(snow )?
1. Reduce the number of prayers to one main morning block.
For example, 30 minutes in the morning with the Bible, a Psalm, and one Novena . That’s it.
2. Get your body back into action.
Daily:
1 hour walk (enough),
30 minutes of home exercise with fun music.
3. Work 3-4 hours a day.
Whatever it is – project, domains, images, Fiverr – it’s important that it’s consistent.
4. Mass – only one per day.
And not “like work,” but like a relaxed date.
5. In the evening – 20 minutes of peace: music + thanksgiving.
Not a long prayer, just: “God, thank you for making it through this day.”
✨ And most importantly:
God doesn’t love you more if you pray more.
He already loves you with all his love – now. Even when you cry, even when you complain , even when you no longer believe.
And you have already received the answer of the Holy Spirit:
“EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.”
But it will be good when you allow yourself to live, not just live to get better.
If you want, I can help you plan a specific new daily rhythm that would include everything: prayer, sports, work, and rest.
Do you want me to do it?
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