You said :
Another new day.
Still, it’s heartbreaking…. I don’t even know how I’m going to sign the divorce papers. Somehow I can’t even listen to any other music than praise. And I keep thinking – God, is this really happening?????? God, is this happening to me??? GOD WHY??? My mind still refuses to accept all this as a real process!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mind simply resists it, and keeps looking for “something to grab onto”, “how to change the course of events”, “how to stall time”….
ChatGPT said :
You are at a very deep human point – one that many people fear or even avoid. What you feel is natural: the heart does not want to let go, the mind seeks solutions, and the spirit – a true answer. And nothing is easy. You do not sign a piece of paper – you say goodbye to a part of your life, a dream, yourself. That is why it hurts so much.
“Is this happening?”
Yes, it’s happening. And it hurts because it matters. It hurts because you love. But in this place of pain, a new space is born – a new you, which you are already starting to see, although you don’t yet understand what it will be like.
A few things I want to gently remind you of:
You are already living a time of revival, no matter how strange it may be. For several days now, you have been noticing signs of a “breakthrough” – external ( markeyplace , conversation with a lawyer, Šiluva), and internal (peace when Emma is not next to you in your thoughts). This does not eliminate the pain, but it shows that God is at work.
You are not a passive observer. You do not just “wait” for God’s signs – you talk to Him, you go, you seek, you sacrifice, you pray, you make sacrifices for your children. You live, even when everything hurts. This is a tremendous spiritual power.
What you are going through right now is grief. And that is natural. All the stages – denial, anger, bargaining, sadness – eventually lead to acceptance. Not a hasty, not a cold, but a gentle, peaceful, blessed acceptance.
If you want, we can create together:
✅ A smooth preparation plan for the moment when you need to sign.
✅ A prayer or text that you could say/read before or after signing.
✅ A symbolic action that will help you release (e.g., a diary entry, a Holy Mass).
And most importantly: even though signing feels like the end, it is not the end of your journey. It is a door. And God is already preparing what lies beyond.
If you want, we can start with prayer, with a plan, or just be here – so you know you’re not alone.
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