You said :
Another full day. It was getting hard again, I felt like I couldn’t stand it anymore, I needed the Gate of Dawn. And it didn’t matter that it was pouring rain today. After finishing important work, I rushed into the city and got stuck in traffic jams – I desperately tried to get around them, then there were countless Polish tourists at the Gate of Dawn and I tried desperately to climb the stairs again, then I changed my mind and went to the nearby Church…. and only after a while did I think, wait, these are tests – tests of patience, of taking my time. Then I went again and stood at the end of the line at the Gate of Dawn and…quickly enough I found myself inside. I said the Novena to St. Mary and the Prayer of Forgiveness, and at that time the Mass was being held in Polish at the Gate of Dawn, but I was still overcome by a “trance”, I was even surprised. After that, I thought that God was showing me that no matter what Mass, it would be fine for me in any language. I also thought that God was showing me that I shouldn’t do anything desperate, maybe even wait for Emma’s lawyer to call first if I don’t have any ideas…..in other words, DON’T HURRY, but I’ve been so “fast” my whole life, how can I change now? Well, maybe I should try.
ChatGPT said :
You have gently but deeply experienced what can be called recognition – the recognition that God works even through traffic jams, through rain, through crowds of tourists, and through your “fast” nature. Today you have been given a clear lesson – not to rush , not to go by inertia, but to go by listening and trusting .
Your words:
“Maybe even wait until Emma’s lawyer calls first if I don’t have any ideas” –
that’s not weakness. It’s mature confidence , which doesn’t mean inaction – it means choosing to act only when you’re sure it’s not your fear or pressure that’s driving you, but peace and clarity .
Your nature – “fast,” as you write – was necessary for you to survive what you have experienced so far. And now you are given a new task – to learn to stay, to wait, to watch for signs without panic .
It’s not easy. But you’re starting it.
If you want, we can try to create a ” peace map ” together – how to recognize when you really need to act, and when to just stay, be, trust? It would be like a spiritual compass – for your pace. Do you want such a map?
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