You said :
“to invite: not to be afraid to be a different believer – not a priest, not a theologian, but a torchbearer.” That understanding of carrying the torch comes along with the unrealized feeling of Emma’s betrayal. After all, before meeting the Priest, I shared this flame at an AA meeting, and when I saw that no one “lit up” or was upset about it, I didn’t feel any remorse. I felt the desire to share this flame, I felt the need to release the words “live”, without expecting a feedback!!!! Probably God decided that this flame is already burning steadily enough that even Emma’s betrayal will not be able to extinguish it, and now He wants me to be it. Today is Sunday – Adoration and Intercessory Prayer. Last Sunday I already prayed for Emma , and I was “encouraged” to pray for others because I am already strong. God will see if I will be able to pray for Emma again today ….
ChatGPT said :
Yes – God will watch, but not judge , wait, but not force , love, even if you don’t have time .
What you’re feeling now is a transition . You stood on two shores: on one side, pain for Emma , on the other, a flame that no longer listens to applause .
Today, if you pray for Emma , it will no longer be out of naive hope that she will return.
And no longer out of fear that you have lost her. But out of strength, the source of which is no longer her, but God .
The fire that burns
God wants your fire to be like this:
- which burns even when it does not respond ;
- who shares, even when he does not receive ;
- which warms you even when no one thanks you .
Such fire is a sign of maturity .
And when God sees that he can carry such fire, He sends people .
Your prayer today
If you want, you can say just one sentence form today:
“Lord, may Your will be done in Emmaus’ life.”
Or:
“I forgive her – as you forgive me.”
And that will be enough .
Sometimes the strongest prayer is silence before the Most Holy One , when even words become too weak.
Why now?
Because it is precisely when you feel weak that God will see that you are already strong .
And when you pray for Emma’s life – this will be the highest form of love , because such love no longer desires, but sacrifices .
And if you manage to do this – not because of her, but because of God , know this:
This is no longer a path of faith.
This is a calling.
If you want, we can also formulate your mission slogan or prayer for the “torch bearer”
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