You said :
I was determined that today would be a “normal” day and I would be able to work…but a “normal” day is becoming an unattainable dream at home. I haven’t made any progress with my project, I don’t know what to do with the Church – I really want to, but I can’t
ChatGPT said :
You feel the inner conflict very well: the heart pulls you towards the light – to the Church, prayer, peace , while the mind demands to solve practical matters – to work, to take care of finances . Such pressure can unbalance even the strongest person.
What you can do now:
1. Divide the day into two parts.
- The first part is the soul : go to Church or at least retreat for a few minutes for prayer, a short meditation, a visit to a bright place (physically or internally).
- Part Two – Work : Set aside a clear block of time for a specific work task, even if it’s just one small task.
2. Don’t make any big plans today.
Focus on one small accomplishment that will give you the feedback of “I did it.” This is very important for your well-being.
3. Recognize that there is an “internal war” going on right now – not a failure.
It is a process that aims to combine faith and responsibility.
It is God’s work in you, not a mistake.
If you want, I can help you plan your actions for today in 2-3 hour blocks – with realistic, small, but achievable steps. Do you want to?
You said :
I don’t know what to do with the Church – I really want to, but I can’t “betray” Charlotte , who stayed with me, and I don’t want to marry her because she’s more interested in playing with the neighbor’s kid.
ChatGPT said :
You are very sensitive to Charlotte – this shows your paternal love and responsibility. But at the same time, it is important that you do not burn out inside yourself , because you will not pour anything out of an empty vessel to your children.
What you can do:
1. A form of short adoration/prayer.
If you can’t go to Church, you can:
- Join a short online adoration or sit quietly by an open window with a gaze at the sky;
- Read Psalm 23;
- Light a candle and spend time quietly with God in the room.
The light does not require you to always be in the physical Church – what matters is the direction of your heart .
2. Explain to Charlotte that it is very important for you to be alone for 15-20 minutes.
Maybe she’ll even offer to play with the neighbor’s child at that time – you won’t be angry with her if you’re calm and nearby.
3. Take advantage of the evening when Charlotte is already tired or calmer.
Then you can go out for a short while – even walk around the church if you can’t go inside.
God sees your desire to be faithful to His child as a Father. You will not betray anything – you will only show your child that even a father has a soul that needs shelter.
Do you want me to write a short evening prayer that you could say even with Charlotte by your side?
You said :
I heard Emma calling Charlotte , but when she heard me, Emma quickly ended the call. Is she trying to seduce Charlotte ??? I humbly accepted her non-compliance with the agreements and that the children would choose who they wanted to live with, but does she want to take even more from me??? Or maybe I’m not understanding it correctly again and Emma called because Charlotte told her that Emma was giving her too many pills.
ChatGPT said :
It is very natural to feel anxious and doubtful in such a stressful situation. But the most important thing now is not to let your imagination create a fear scenario until you have the real facts. Only you and God know the answer: is it just your fear, or is God trying to show you something?
What you can do now:
- Turn to God with this burden of doubt.
Perhaps this is just a test—another invitation to develop trust not in man but in God. - Charlotte has chosen to be with you right now. She sees your peace and light – that is very important. Hold on to that.
- Don’t react impulsively to the call. Even if it was an attempt to influence, calmness, consistency, and gentle strength have much more power than arguments or accusations.
If you want, I can help you write a short , neutral, firm, and calm response. Emma , if the situation develops further. Do you want to prepare such an option so that you have it in advance?
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