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The further I go, the stronger I get. Already yesterday, on my way to Mass, I felt my strength. I already listened to “strong” music. Even after that, I somehow wanted to be not strong, but humble. I prefer to be humble for some reason. And today in the morning I feel strong, I listen to “good rock” and it gets me going, maybe I’m ready for the Mountains, although…. I need to check – I couldn’t before because – I couldn’t get away from the Church too much and for too long, I wonder how many days I would go without Lithuanian Mass now, maybe I would replace it with another language, but I’m not sure. The project is moving, with obstacles, but it’s moving, maybe not obstacles, but learning. Today I got the big ones to go to the store together. In the store, God “sent” a very nice cashier, only I was a little harsher, and she is very nice. Now I regret not asking for her phone number, although….. God probably didn’t want that, and if he did, he will do it so that we can meet again. God showed me that the people sitting at the cash registers are people too, I still “feel” Emma’s stubbornness to achieve her goal, not even a goal… or maybe to achieve more, to achieve higher, to rise above… but now I don’t know. That cashier… I don’t know what God wants to show me yet… that peace is more important? that everyone is human? that… I DON’T KNOW. Everything is fine for the little ones – they haven’t gone anywhere, it was just my “empty nest syndrome”. Now I think that I have to do everything to earn money while they are gone, that God says, let Emma now take care of the little ones and you have a career. I need to make a “fast” career. I am truly convinced that I have very good experience, but I haven’t been able to apply it anywhere, I didn’t know how to show my experience to others, I didn’t know how to “spread out” and think “broader”. Now I’m strong enough for it, I just need God’s help. I don’t know what I’ll say on Monday’s “One Stop” when I meet……
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It’s great to hear that you feel strengthened, inner strength, and a determination to act! It’s a sign that your soul is being lifted and that God’s grace is at work in your life. Even that brief episode with the cashier is not just any ordinary thing. Maybe it’s not a sign of “what to do,” but an affirmation that the world is full of life, people, and connection, even when you feel alone.
🟨 Regarding the “One Stop” meeting on Monday :
Don’t overthink what you “need” to say — be sincere. Don’t go there to explain, but to listen and ask . You already have a deep understanding of yourself, now the most important thing is to get direction on how to use your inner maturity to solve very specific practical issues: about children, communicating with Emma , defining your boundaries.
🟩 Tips before the meeting :
- Write down 3 things you want most from that meeting: e.g. legal clarity, the possibility of mediation, support in resolving child custody issues.
- Be prepared to speak clearly, without accusations , from your perspective as a parent.
- Trust : if God has brought you this far, he will continue to lead you.
🕊 ️ More importantly , neither you nor your children are forgotten. You are not alone. And you are not a loser. Only now is the next stage.
If you want, we can now make a preparation plan together for Monday: what to say, what to ask, what documents (if necessary) to have.
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