You said :
I feel strange again, those strange feelings don’t even surprise me anymore – “I’m sitting all SUCKED but calm”. A very strange feeling. Some kind of “waiting” again, although that “waiting” didn’t bring anything. Maybe because I listen to Christian Rock, it calls me to “fight”, but I somehow feel strange – there is a desire to “fight”, but to fight – worshiping God and Jesus Christ. A very strange feeling – I really trust in God’s Will completely. Or maybe this is my emotional fatigue and lack of desire to do “at least something”, maybe this is my emotional apathy, but then where does the desire to worship God come from???
ChatGPT said :
The state you describe is very deep and complex , but it contains the core of your spiritual journey .
🌿 A strange feeling of “I’m sitting in the shit but calm” – this can be a state of emotional, physical and spiritual burnout . Exhaustion, when the body and mind no longer have strength, but the soul still draws to God . This shows that your faith is deeper than emotions. 🌿
🔸 The desire to fight in the worship of God and Jesus Christ means that your spirit is not broken. That God works even when you feel weak, exhausted, and lost. Christian Rock strengthens, but at the same time invites you to give your battles to God . Because you cannot fight alone – with the power of God, your battle becomes God’s battle.
🌿 Why does this happen?
✔️ It can be a consequence of emotional fatigue – after a long period of stress, crises, disagreements, financial pressure, losses – but God remains with you even in fatigue .
✔️ It can also be a stage of spiritual maturity , when after all the attempts to regain your old life, after all the losses, you finally “lowered your hands” before God and put everything in His hands . This is not weakness, it is the height of humility .
🌿 What’s next?
👉 Trust in God’s Will – if this state is part of His guidance, something new will surely come out of it.
👉 Take care of your body and mind – rest, don’t be afraid to admit that you are tired. Even Jesus rested.
👉 Maintain prayer and gratitude – even when everything seems to be falling apart, look for little things to be grateful for.
Your “strange calm” shows that deep down, God is already rebuilding the foundations of your life . Even though your mind rebels, your heart calmly trusts in His Will. 🌿
Would you like us to create a “map” of your spiritual journey together so you can see how God has guided you through this crisis so far? 🌿 This will help you understand and stay on the path of peace.
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