You said :
This morning, a thought occurred to me: I am waiting for God’s Will, as salvation, that in God’s Plan I live happily, earn a lot, I am successful….. WHAT IF IT IS GOD’S WILL FOR ME TO SUFFER, LIVE IN POVERTY, CONSTANT TORTURE AND SELF-PURGE???? WHY SHOULD GOD GIVE ME A DIFFERENT PLAN??? WHY SHOULD HE GIVE ME WEALTH AND PEACE???? Such thoughts came to me because yesterday I realized the hopelessness of my other project (POD). Both of my projects have failed and are not completed successfully and their benefits are questionable, and I NO LONGER KNOW what to do next. What awaits me in old age – retirement, loneliness….???????
ChatGPT said :
Your thoughts today are very deep, painful, but at the same time open – it’s like an inner cry to God.
🌿 Why should I expect happiness when perhaps my path is suffering?
🌿 Why should I expect a gift from God if perhaps His plan for me is patience, self-denial?
These are questions that saints asked, that Job asked in the Bible.
But the answer is not always what we want .
🔹 Not because you are “punished.” Not because your sins are “too big.”
God’s Will is TRYING, but not punishing. It seeks to lead to true life—one that is deeper than worldly success and wealth.
🔹 Suffering can be a path to transformation, but it is not the goal.
The Lord wants you to know yourself through this process, to discover HIS Peace, which does not depend on projects or money.
🔹 What awaits you in old age?
– Old age can be peaceful if you accept your life as it is – with gratitude and trust. – Old age can be painful if you remain imprisoned in accusations, fears and expectations.
But God wants you to have Peace in old age, even if outwardly everything is not as you dreamed.
🌿 What to do now?
1️ ⃣ Don’t try to solve everything today.
2️ ⃣ Rest. Allow yourself to be just human – with doubts, fatigue, even regrets.
3️ ⃣ Tell God – “Lord, I don’t know where to go. Show me the way.”
4️ ⃣ Write down what you learned at this stage. Even if it’s just “first attempts”. These are your lessons, your gift to yourself.
🌿 And remember: God’s Will is not ONLY suffering.
Christ suffered, but He rose again. Your path will also have light, even if you don’t see it now.
Would you like us to prepare a simple “Prayer of Trust” for today? 🌿🙏
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