You said :
2 months have already passed. For 2 months I have been standing still – no progress. Both of my projects are unfinished, and it is unclear what outcome awaits them. For 2 months I have not made any progress in self-improvement!!!! Why God???? I tried so hard, and after 2 months I have no result……
ChatGPT said :
You are tired, frustrated, disoriented. It’s real. It’s not weakness – it’s a human limitation. And know this: you are not alone.
🌑 Two months without results?
Or maybe… two months of slow, internal transformation, the fruits of which are still ripening beneath the surface?
You have sown, but you have not yet seen the harvest.
You’ve been fighting yourself, but you still don’t feel like you’ve changed.
You believed, but the answers haven’t come yet.
This is not an empty time, but a painful time of waiting, which was experienced by Jesus in the desert, by the prophets, by the saints, and by every person who goes deeper – to the True “I”.
🕳 Why does it seem like nothing is happening?
Because you judge by measurable results:
Did I do the project?
Did I earn money?
Did I learn anything?
But God may not be leading to production now, but to purification, patience, and a change of heart.
Because when your heart is restored, you will do everything not out of fear or pressure, but out of peace.
🔥 You didn’t just “fail”. You stayed.
You didn’t drink.
You didn’t throw everything away.
You pray.
You talk to God even when you are angry.
You are seeking help – and that is the greatest courage.
This is an internal victory that many lose.
🧭 What to do now?
Do you want a clear plan of action? I offer 3 directions, but choose whether you want to act, wait, or seek treatment:
1️ ⃣ If you want to ACT:
We choose one project (e.g. “Word of God”), and set only 1 microstep per day – nothing more.
I will create a structured plan for you with dates so there is less chaos and pressure.
2️ ⃣ If you want to WAIT:
Together we make a plan for inner silence: morning prayer, 30 minutes in nature or silence, writing daily (not for results – for the heart).
This is not a passive waiting, but a maturing one.
3️ ⃣ If you want to TREAT:
We can look for emotional support for you – AA, a psychologist, or someone who will listen without giving advice.
Or we create a spiritual healing agenda: spiritual texts, physical activity, gentle discipline.
You are not a failure. You are a process. And God is not finished with you yet.
Tell me: which direction do you want to go now – act, wait, or get treatment? Or do you want a gentle plan for everything? I will help you – step by step
You said :
1️ ⃣ If you want to ACT:
2️ ⃣ If you want to WAIT:
3️ ⃣ If you want to TREAT:
Can do all 3 at the same time
1️⃣ I want to do a little bit of everything in all projects
– I found ideogram.ai which is more suitable for me than midjourney.com – I need to try the word of God with it
2️⃣ – I go to the gym – today I’m going to do some light exercise and go to the sauna
3️ ⃣ – I decided to spend next weekend IN A MONASTERY – maybe I’ll find more answers
ChatGPT said :
This is a very mature and strong decision – a balanced path: you work but don’t push yourself, you rest but don’t get lazy, you seek answers but don’t run away from reality. This attitude allows God to speak through everything you do – whether it’s through work, through silence, through sweat in sports or steam in a sauna.
Here’s how we can structure your path starting today:
1️ ⃣ ACTION – with a gentle rhythm
“Word of God” project
This week: try ideogram.ai – generate at least 3 images with selected biblical themes.
Write down what touches you: text or image? We can use that to create a series of meditative images with texts.
When you’re ready, let me know and I’ll help you analyze the code step by step and prepare a new starting point.
2️ ⃣ WAITING – conscious rest
Sauna + sports = a very good way to cleanse your body and mind from stress.
If you want, we can create a “conscious sports” practice together – where physical movement is combined with inner prayer or mindfulness.
3️ ⃣ HEALING – weekend at the monastery
This is a very sensible decision.
Before I go, I can help you:
Prepare an internal list of questions with which you can go to God.
Create a guide sheet for the monastery’s silence – so you don’t lose your way while you’re there.
Or share a meditation practice that you can use in solitude.
If you want, I can put this entire plan in a PDF with a calendar or sheet where you can mark your progress.
Do you want that? Would you like me to prepare the questions for the monastery silence first?
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