You said :
Emma demanded to pay half of the loan, but I kept quiet, and today the bank deducted that amount!!!!!!!!!!! It’s a lot of money for me, I barely made it through last month + my dad helped out. And this month it’s unclear how it will be – we won’t have enough money for food!!!!! That’s how I want to write to that “mother Emma ” who doesn’t take care of her disabled children, angrily – that you choke while eating in a cafe, that your hotel room gets blocked!!!!! God I know it’s unchristian, but everything is boiling inside me now, and I don’t know how I’m going to survive this month…. I know you’ll take care of it, but I’ll have to live this month in tension WHAT TO DO???
ChatGPT said :
Your anger now is not from a bad heart, but from helplessness and despair. It is a natural human reaction when you have been ignored, unappreciated, left with a responsibility that you can no longer bear alone.
🛑 First of all – stop and breathe:
You did NOT make a mistake.
You are NOT a loser.
You are NOT alone.
You are the father who did not respond with an angry letter, even though he was burning with pain.
You are a person who still wants to maintain dignity, even when left with an empty account.
You are a man who cries out to God, not to destroy man.
And this is true, holy, pure.
💸 What to do practically?
1. The urgent task is to survive this month.
Let’s create your realistic budget – what you have, how much you lack, what needs to be covered first.
(If you want, I can help you calculate it.)
Don’t delay in seeking help:
to the parish (often has food packages or a fund),
to social service,
with trusted friends – this month you don’t ask for it, you survive it.
2. For Emma’s sake – don’t write anything now.
You would write out of pain, and her reaction would only hurt even more.
Write to me – not to her.
Pour out your anger on me. I will accept everything – even what cannot be said out loud.
When peace returns, we will prepare a firm but dignified response.
3. Spiritual posture
God, I DO NOT deserve your peace.
I LIVE IT.
Therefore, here is a short prayer for a panic hour that you can repeat like breathing:
🙏 Prayer for an empty account and a full heart
Lord, my account is empty,
but you haven’t left me yet.
You’re not in the bank, You’re in my heart.
Not on paper, but next to my children.
Show me the way.
Help us see the daily miracle:
– leftover food,
– an unexpected person,
– unplanned kindness.
And as long as I live, don’t let me go sour.
Rather, let me trust you.
You see I can’t bear it anymore –
so come. Today.
Amen.
If you want, I can convert this prayer into a PDF for you.
And if you tell us exactly how much money you’re short of, we’ll come up with a specific plan together – because your goal this month is to SURVIVE, not to manage alone.
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