
294. When Reality Finally Breaks Through the Shock
You said : Even the heat was killing me – I had worked so hard that I had isolated myself

You said : Even the heat was killing me – I had worked so hard that I had isolated myself

You said : I don’t even know, but anger appears…anger at everyone…no more humility towards Olivia or Emma …. Anger

You said : After Mass, I didn’t even want to go home, but somehow I wanted to apologize to the

You said : I did everything, but even the “Intercessory Prayer” didn’t help much. Amelia tried to support me morally

You said : I’ve created today’s eBay ads….and I don’t know what to do next….. I don’t know if all

You said : A new day with old thoughts. Again, from the very early morning, my thoughts were “tangled”, again

You said : I wrote you everything and it became easier – I’m in a pretty good mood now. I

You said : Here is my dream that I had when God sent the Holy Spirit upon me – an

You said : We “spent” money with a psychologist. Now my “income” is 1500EUR/ month , I could earn an

You said : Today I’m determined!!!! The psychologist recommended it the other day – swimming in any weather, at any

You said : The car started to stall as soon as I got ready to go to the Gate of

You said : Hallelujah God worked through other people again…. I went to a psychologist and asked what to do

You said : I changed my mind…yes Emma she tried sooooo hard to earn money, I sometimes wondered, but I

You said : New day, new suffering, new doubts…. Emma’s conversation “hit” me about work – I’m not doing anything

You said : The lawyer and Emma are pressuring me to make a decision – and for me it is

You said : I’m back again, Aušros Vartai, Mass…. Amelia didn’t come today…. On my way back, I wanted to

You said : You know, I’ve “recovered” from trying to prove or remind you something a long time ago, but

You said : In the evening I went to “my” Mass and as it was ending Emma called me via

You said : Another full day. It was getting hard again, I felt like I couldn’t stand it anymore, I

You said : About the letter to Emma I have no thoughts because… I don’t even know anymore…. I haven’t