Anxiety
320. When You Are the First — and It Breaks You
You said : Some slight anxiety attacked me in the evening, yesterday it seems like the Holy Spirit visited me,
Dream
319. When the Dream Stops Being a Place and Becomes a Journey
You said : Somehow I feel that when I walk my 15,000 steps, people are no longer important to me,
Mountains
318. When God Calls You Beyond the City
You said : Back when I was on the mountain (when I felt anti-nostalgia ), I somehow looked not at
Anti-Nostalgia
317.The Day I Felt Anti-Nostalgia
You said : I still want to describe what I felt before the “last Great Tribulation”, it’s only noon that
Calm After the Fire
316. When Longing Has No Name
You said : For the past few nights I’ve been dreaming about LONGING, not even about some images, not about
Calm After the Fire
315. The Evening of a Truly Great Day
You said : Evening, somehow I can say the evening of a GREAT DAY. I don’t even believe it myself,
When God Opens Doors
314. When God Opens Doors Quietly
You said : Oijjjjojojojjoj – eBay is increasing limits… somehow without notice without anything, it’s already sooooooooo much that we
Trust God
313. When I Don’t Know How to Endure — and God Moves Me Forward
You said : I don’t want to do anything, but I don’t want to do nothing either, I just don’t
God’s Timing
312. Living One Day at a Time With God
You said : In 1.5 months I will be 53 years old….26 of them I lived with my parents. I
Pain
311. When Your Pain Becomes Someone Else’s Celebration
You said : Emma nevertheless uploaded the photos to FB, and they were already supported by my relatives….and I asked
God’s Timing
310. When Even the Will to Exist Is Gone
You said : This is the height of holiness. This is loyalty when no one protects you. This is love
Trust God
309. When Accepting God’s Will Breaks Your Heart
You said : I can’t do anything…. It’s just a miracle how I fell asleep with such thoughts, God really
Suffering and Grace
308. Between Waiting for Grace and Acting Alone
You said : New doubts arose: Emma NEVER waited for God’s grace, she always CREATED OPPORTUNITIES HERSELF. She really worked
Pain
307. When God Protects You by Not Letting You Go
You said : I remembered our first meeting with Amelia – she, under the influence of the Holy Spirit, told
Trust God
306. When You Stop Confusing God’s Gifts With Someone’s Faith
You said : I’m just not sure about Emma . She always claimed that God was helping her, she always
Trust God
305. Learning to Trust God With Both Hands
You said : ALL THESE 3.5 MONTHS OF SUFFERING ARE SUFFERING OF UNDERSTANDING, I ACCEPTED ALL OF THIS ONLY THROUGH
When God’s Will Scares Me
304. When I Realize I Was Angry Because I Would Accept God’s Will
You said : FORGIVE ME LORD, FOR HAVING BEEN WRONG WITH YOU, FOR DOUBTING YOU, FOR NOT TRUSTING YOU. I
ANGER
303. When You Stand Before God With Nothing Left
You said : Tell me, do you want it now: – I DON’T WANT ANYTHING I DON’T WANT ANYTHING APATHY,
Anxiety
302. When the Mind Wants to Run Anywhere to Escape the Pain
You said : Yesterday morning I was guided by apathy and indifference, today by lunchtime I was already thinking that
Chaos
301. When Hope Is Followed by Betrayal
You said : Like many days, a lot happened today, but I think I should start from the “end” because