148. A Sign to Keep Fighting
You said : how strange how much God showed me after my thoughts like “if I really knew they would […]
147. Learning to Let Go
You said : CHILDREN I don’t know why, but I didn’t miss them – I would have really rather been
146. When Surrender Becomes Faith
You said : Dark thoughts again….. After a few days of “light “euphoria” and waiting for “something”… the “normal” gloomy
145. According to God’s Plan
You said : I wrote – is it okay? Hello. I think we need to talk. My appeal to Children’s
144. The First Step Toward Peace
You said : Charlotte said that she needed to take a lot of photos like she did at mine, because
143. The Peace That Makes No Sense
You said : I don’t know, I feel very strange, everything is not going well, the project is stalling again,
142. In God’s Hands
You said : What’s happening to me – I need Mass every day, I need Church, I just physically need
141. The Mountain of Grace
You said : Last night, God’s grace came again, I don’t even know where it came from. The project is
140. When Love Feels Like a Battle
You said : Yesterday Emma gave “alms” – children for half a day. We talked a lot with her about
139. A Sign or a Temptation?
You said : I came back – James and I found another treatment method, I don’t know if it will
138. From Fire to Ashes — and Back
You said : Complete disappointment – I feel completely insignificant, incapable, incapable… God gave me Emma so that she would
137. When the Dream Feels Stuck
You said : God, you showed me my dream, you showed me the means to achieve it, why is everything
136. The Victory of Surrender
You said : Yesterday, Emma suggested taking the neighbor’s son to the park with her through Oliver, and I reacted
135. The Illusion of Strength
You said : I just can’t help but wonder about Emma – maybe she’s on some kind of stimulant. She’s
134. The Father’s Crossroad
You said : God sends me signs – you need to understand what he wants. Neighbor Henry sent a photo
133. The Roadmap of Faith
You said : And I realized something else – Tuesday’s letter to Emma – this is not just a letter
132. When God Slows You Down
You said : Again, my emotions are shaped by music. I can’t get the project moving – I was really
131. The Return of Longing
You said : The last 10 days have been very busy, the project started moving rapidly and then suddenly stopped.
130. When the Soul Cries for Rest
You said : Some kind of memory loss – I can’t find where I discussed with you the long letter
129. Faith in the Middle of the Struggle
You said : What a wonderful morning, what a wonderful “vision” of a dream, how everything seemed within reach, how