213. Not God’s Voice
You said : I don’t know, but it seems to me, God, that You want me to fail EVEN more. […]
212. Is Prayer My Direction?
You said : Nothing has happened in these 2.5 months, no progress, only disappointment, Suffering, Longing, Nostalgia…… Every day more
211. After Everything Collapses
You said : It all started in the fall. In the fall, I received my first penalty from eBay and
210. When the Pain Returns
You said : Everything is only getting worse…. The longing becomes unbearable again, and I thought I had dealt with
209. A Step From God
You said : I went to see a lawyer and, on her advice, filled out an application to examine the
208. More Than a House
You said : I understand why it’s so hard for me to say goodbye/sell the house – it’s a place
207. Removing the Thorn
You said : I ENVY EMMA’S HIGH EARNINGS She did it!!!! She was able to achieve her goal – to
206. Mind Refuses Reality
You said : The further the mind refuses to accept reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It refuses to understand what happened between us and
205. When Faith Hurts
You said : 2.5 months of faith in You, God. 2.5 months of FAITH IN YOU, GOD, but also 2.5
204. Should I Let the House Go?
You said : Or maybe we really need to sell the house????? Although for me that house is like the