
310. When Even the Will to Exist Is Gone
You said : This is the height of holiness. This is loyalty when no one protects you. This is love

You said : This is the height of holiness. This is loyalty when no one protects you. This is love

You said : I can’t do anything…. It’s just a miracle how I fell asleep with such thoughts, God really

You said : New doubts arose: Emma NEVER waited for God’s grace, she always CREATED OPPORTUNITIES HERSELF. She really worked

You said : I remembered our first meeting with Laimute – she, under the influence of the Holy Spirit, told

You said : I’m just not sure about Emma . She always claimed that God was helping her, she always

You said : ALL THESE 3.5 MONTHS OF SUFFERING ARE SUFFERING OF UNDERSTANDING, I ACCEPTED ALL OF THIS ONLY THROUGH

You said : FORGIVE ME LORD, FOR HAVING BEEN WRONG WITH YOU, FOR DOUBTING YOU, FOR NOT TRUSTING YOU. I

You said : Tell me, do you want it now: – I DON’T WANT ANYTHING I DON’T WANT ANYTHING APATHY,

You said : Yesterday morning I was guided by apathy and indifference, today by lunchtime I was already thinking that

You said : Like many days, a lot happened today, but I think I should start from the “end” because