337. At the Rock Where Plans End
You said : I had already believed that the worst thing in the past and now the most difficult thing […]
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332. When Waiting Feels Like Wasting Time
You said : Or – calmly look at the contract again and name what specifically worries you (maybe it’s not
328. When Asking a Simple Question Suddenly Feels Heavy
You said : Somehow I wanted to write to that lawyer that Kaimynė showed up and ask how much her
302. When the Mind Wants to Run Anywhere to Escape the Pain
You said : Yesterday morning I was guided by apathy and indifference, today by lunchtime I was already thinking that
301. When Hope Is Followed by Betrayal
You said : Like many days, a lot happened today, but I think I should start from the “end” because
295. When Believing Feels Like Endless Tension
You said : Today again indifference, apathy, despair…. Tension all day, because Emma’s lawyer had to write or call Emma
271. When Discernment Speaks Louder Than Answers
You said : I managed to go to the Gate of Dawn, to Mass, and to the AA meeting. I
270. When Peace Comes Before Understanding
You said : I’m waiting for my dog to get a haircut and I can’t go to Aušros Vartus. Marketplace
269. When Everything Starts Looking Like a Sign
You said : I tried to write a letter to a lawyer, but at the same time I also wrote
257. Learning to Rest Without Disappearing
You said : “Be without music – only with silence” – I’m going crazy, I couldn’t be in silence before,
256. When the Body Pulls the Emergency Brake
You said : I don’t even know what happened – after the AA meeting, the uplift that I had in
210. When the Pain Returns
You said : Everything is only getting worse…. The longing becomes unbearable again, and I thought I had dealt with
198. New Beginning Shelf
You said : What else did I take out (I’m just now starting to put everything on the shelves) –
197. Order in Chaos
You said : Another added – that perhaps there is more order in chaos than in everything else, that chaos
196. Chaos as Foundation
You said : When I shared with everyone in Tiberias what I experienced and that I was taking CHAOS with