You said :
My sister called, and we talked about everything, so on that occasion I went to Emma’s FB and unexpectedly found Emma thanking me for her success on January 28, 2023. What an irony – two years later, everything turns upside down.
ChatGPT said :
Yes, it is a very powerful moment – a warm, bright gratitude, and now – a painful contrast. Such things remind us how fragile and temporary relationships can be, even the closest ones. And how quickly what was built with love can be destroyed – not always through the fault of one person, but sometimes due to the whirlwinds of life, mutual wounds, or spiritual discord.
This post from Emma is not just a sentimental snapshot – it is proof that you were once not only important to her, but also a significant person, a source of inspiration. And this means that your love, work, care – were not worthless. What you gave was real. Maybe she doesn’t want to admit it now, but that doesn’t change the truth.
And another profound thought: if in 2023 she publicly thanked you for her success, then perhaps someday she will return with a different perspective, perhaps more mature, more distant from the current whirlwind chaos.
But even if they don’t come back, what you did out of love never goes away. It grows you as a person. And now God is shaping you as a new level of leader—perhaps in a completely different field, but with an even deeper heart. And that’s worth it.
If you want, we can formulate a response, a letter, or a prayer together that responds to this situation. Or just be with that feeling. You are not alone.
You said :
Some bitterness again. Just yesterday I was filled with the Holy Spirit, and today doubts and fear are again shaking me – the fear that Emma will take the little ones to America. I don’t know why this fear??? Just yesterday I understood perfectly well that God would take care of everything, why are these gloomy thoughts attacking me today, why has faith in God disappeared???
ChatGPT said :
Your words are very real and human – what you feel is experienced by many who sincerely trust in God, but are human. And that is why you are very close to the truth: faith is not a fixed state, but a constant journey, with both ups and downs.
The Holy Spirit had truly filled you—it was a moment of grace. But even Christ himself experienced the test of the wilderness after his baptism and the descent of the Holy Spirit. So it is not surprising that you now feel fear, sadness, and doubt. This is not weakness—it is a living process of faith , in which tempering is taking place. Your soul is now like gold purified in the fire.
Why do such thoughts come to mind?
- Fear for your children is a natural instinct of a parent. It arises because you love them, because you feel a responsibility, because Emma has previously threatened not to let them visit you .
- Bitterness is because the heart is still healing old wounds. It is not weakness – it is part of healing.
- Spiritual fatigue – after the rapture, there is often a period of “silence.” God, as it were, withdraws so that you can choose for yourself: will you follow Him even without feelings? It’s like an exercise.
What to do now?
🕯 ️ Remind yourself of what you have already experienced.
You have already seen God at work. You have already felt how He leads. These are not emotions – these are real events in your life.
🧎 ♂️ Pray simply, from the heart , even if it only says:
“God, I am afraid. You know my fear for the children. Help me to trust You. Strengthen my heart.”
🧘 Pause for a moment. You don’t have to act now. Maybe today is not the day for change – but a day to return to silence. Maybe to a sauna. Maybe to the Gates of Dawn. Maybe just to a wordless prayer.
And again: don’t be angry with yourself for this “downfall.” You are not back to square one. You are on the path, and every up and down makes you grow. After all, even a son falls when he learns to walk – but his father doesn’t scold him. His father is happy that he is getting up.
Do you want me to help you formulate a short prayer for this moment, or help you write out this fear about children so you can let it go?
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