26 Years
200. Unable to Let Go
You said : Still from Tiberias Crisis in Chinese Threat + Opportunity God keeps showing me that new opportunities, new
Seeing Her Heart
199. When the Heart Is Ready
You said : I keep thinking – after all, someday I’ll need to call Emma for a chat and say
Chaos
198. New Beginning Shelf
You said : What else did I take out (I’m just now starting to put everything on the shelves) –
Chaos
197. Order in Chaos
You said : Another added – that perhaps there is more order in chaos than in everything else, that chaos
Chaos
196. Chaos as Foundation
You said : When I shared with everyone in Tiberias what I experienced and that I was taking CHAOS with
Beginning
195. Back to the Beginning
You said : I don’t understand anything – I went to Tiberias for answers to my questions and PEACE…. I
When God’s Will Scares Me
194. Free Will or God’s Will?
You said : I have heard twice about man’s free will to choose – what is it? This contradicts the
Anxiety
193. Anxiety in Silence
You said : A very strange feeling – full of anxiety… Maybe because of the music???? I discovered new calming
Seeing Her Heart
192. Seeing Her Heart
You said : I was praying and it dawned on me – Emma is also very upset about some of
Disturbed in Silence
191. Disturbed in Silence
You said : Every time Emma does something I have to guess “what is she doing here?” Today, when I
Calm After the Fire
190. Calm After the Fire
You said: It’s very strange – I was very angry, but after I wrote to you ALL THE ANGER subsided.
ANGER
189. When Anger Boils
You said : Emma demanded to pay half of the loan, but I kept quiet, and today the bank deducted
Peace or Apathy”
188. Peace or Apathy?
You said : Today I am suffering from nostalgia-deceiver. I remember the places we visited together with Emma , I
When Value Disappears
187. When Value Disappears
You said : Well, night, the little ones were alone until midnight yesterday, it is unclear where Emma was .
When Value Disappears
186. When Value Disappears
You said : Why do I feel worthless now? – Neither “family” nor “career” is going well. When we lived
Family Patterns
185. Family Patterns
You said : My sister said something that made me think – Emma planned to divorce me from the very
Thorns Removed
184. Thorns Removed
You said : ADORATION – I was really looking forward to it. Again, a woman from the Church comforted me,
When Nothing Works
183. When Nothing Works
You said : I feel like a failure again, nothing works, no project moves forward. Recently I thought that it
Questions
182. Shaken Awake
You said : Just when I was in the mood for a great day, when I was in the mood
Transformation
181. When Nothing Changes, Everything Is Changing
You said : 2 months have already passed. For 2 months I have been standing still – no progress. Both