When Value Disappears
186. When Value Disappears
You said : Why do I feel worthless now? – Neither “family” nor “career” is going well. When we lived
Family Patterns
185. Family Patterns
You said : My sister said something that made me think – Emma planned to divorce me from the very
Thorns Removed
184. Thorns Removed
You said : ADORATION – I was really looking forward to it. Again, a woman from the Church comforted me,
When Nothing Works
183. When Nothing Works
You said : I feel like a failure again, nothing works, no project moves forward. Recently I thought that it
Questions
182. Shaken Awake
You said : Just when I was in the mood for a great day, when I was in the mood
Transformation
181. When Nothing Changes, Everything Is Changing
You said : 2 months have already passed. For 2 months I have been standing still – no progress. Both
When God’s Will Scares Me
180. When I Ask God Why
You said : I am insignificant, nothing works for me. Yesterday I realized that the “Word of God” project is
Transformation
179. When the Mind Begins to Break
You said : Well, the day is over. In constant tension, stress, longing…..Today on a business trip, neither church nor
The First Step Toward Peace
178. When Peace Feels Dangerous
You said : somehow I’M VERY CALM, after such priests I should have a lot of SUFFERING. And there’s none,
When God’s Will Scares Me
177. Am I Being Called?
You said : Emma sent the divorce agreement, and again when I was in Church. It was banging like it
The Weight of Longing
176. Take This Longing From Me, Lord
You said : A terrible day – LONGING IS gnawing, SUFFERING IS TORTURED, NOSTALGIA IS TORTURED….CONTROL LEADS OUT OF MIND.
Dream
175. Trying On the Dream
You said : My dream is coming back to me – “digital nomad” I want it again STRONGLY. And I
Hidden Control
174.When Control Slips Away
You said : I UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!! It’s very hard for me because I’m NO LONGER IN CONTROL. All 26 years of
Uncategorized
173. When Duty Turns Into Love
You said : Charlotte and I , while she lived with me, acted out of “duty”…. – out of “duty”
Little kids
172. The Day I Learned to Let Go
You said : A terrible morning, then a whole day with Panevėžys…. and then a GREAT ADORATION. I met a
A Sign or a Temptation
171. The Signs I Don’t Understand
You said : Today again A LOT OF SUFFERING and depression. I went to my mother in Panevėžys to take
When God’s Will Scares Me
170. When God’s Will Scares Me
You said : This morning, a thought occurred to me: I am waiting for God’s Will, as salvation, that in
Joy Through Sorrow
169. The Hurricane and the Calm
You said : Today is like a hurricane – a hurricane of emotions. In the morning I almost renounced the
Sawyer
168. Forgiving the One Who Hurt Me Most
You said : I probably still need to figure out how to “forgive” Sawyer !!!!!!!! That will probably be harder
26 Years
167. The First Times of Life 2.0
You said : In my mind, I understand that life 2.0 is again ENDLESS “FIRST TIMES”. It is the “first