When Love Feels Like a Battle
140. When Love Feels Like a Battle
You said : Yesterday Emma gave “alms” – children for half a day. We talked a lot with her about
A Sign or a Temptation
139. A Sign or a Temptation?
You said : I came back – James and I found another treatment method, I don’t know if it will
Dream
138. From Fire to Ashes — and Back
You said : Complete disappointment – I feel completely insignificant, incapable, incapable… God gave me Emma so that she would
Dream
137. When the Dream Feels Stuck
You said : God, you showed me my dream, you showed me the means to achieve it, why is everything
The Victory of Surrender
136. The Victory of Surrender
You said : Yesterday, Emma suggested taking the neighbor’s son to the park with her through Oliver, and I reacted
The Illusion of Freedom
135. The Illusion of Strength
You said : I just can’t help but wonder about Emma – maybe she’s on some kind of stimulant. She’s
Crossroads of Calling
134. The Father’s Crossroad
You said : God sends me signs – you need to understand what he wants. Neighbor Henry sent a photo
The Roadmap of Faith
133. The Roadmap of Faith
You said : And I realized something else – Tuesday’s letter to Emma – this is not just a letter
God’s Timing
132. When God Slows You Down
You said : Again, my emotions are shaped by music. I can’t get the project moving – I was really
Uncategorized
131. The Return of Longing
You said : The last 10 days have been very busy, the project started moving rapidly and then suddenly stopped.
Losing Ground
130. When the Soul Cries for Rest
You said : Some kind of memory loss – I can’t find where I discussed with you the long letter
Projects
129. Faith in the Middle of the Struggle
You said : What a wonderful morning, what a wonderful “vision” of a dream, how everything seemed within reach, how
The Power of Independence
128. The Power of Independence
You said : YES YES YES MY LIFE GOAL – TO BE INDEPENDENT INDEPENDENT FROM WORK – but to work
The Illusion of Freedom
127. Freedom Without Fear
You said : I sent it….but I had TENERIFE in mind, I already know what to aim for, with or
The Truth Remembered
126. The Test of Trust
You said : I was at Adoration, everything was GREAT. Only… I heard about the sacrifice of my son (Moses
God’s Timing
125. When God Says Wait
You said : What’s next? This awareness of Emma’s actions is very strong, a strong self-awareness, a strong understanding of
Humility
124. When Humility Becomes Strength
You said : You said something interesting here. And now switch places with Emma a few months ago. Emma humbly
ANGER
123. When Anger Fades
You said : Today is a strange day, maybe because yesterday I listened to Eurovision and because my emotions are
The Call to Live
122. The Call to Live
You said : I was at the evening Mass. I was going strong and didn’t expect to be in a
Transformation
121. Rising Again
You said : The further I go, the stronger I get. Already yesterday, on my way to Mass, I felt