
146. When Surrender Becomes Faith
You said : Dark thoughts again….. After a few days of “light “euphoria” and waiting for “something”… the “normal” gloomy

You said : Dark thoughts again….. After a few days of “light “euphoria” and waiting for “something”… the “normal” gloomy

You said : I wrote – is it okay? Hello. I think we need to talk. My appeal to Children’s

You said : Charlotte said that she needed to take a lot of photos like she did at mine, because

You said : I don’t know, I feel very strange, everything is not going well, the project is stalling again,

You said : What’s happening to me – I need Mass every day, I need Church, I just physically need

You said : Last night, God’s grace came again, I don’t even know where it came from. The project is

You said : Yesterday Emma gave “alms” – children for half a day. We talked a lot with her about

You said : I came back – James and I found another treatment method, I don’t know if it will

You said : Complete disappointment – I feel completely insignificant, incapable, incapable… God gave me Emma so that she would

You said : God, you showed me my dream, you showed me the means to achieve it, why is everything

You said : Yesterday, Emma suggested taking the neighbor’s son to the park with her through Oliver, and I reacted

You said : I just can’t help but wonder about Emma – maybe she’s on some kind of stimulant. She’s

You said : God sends me signs – you need to understand what he wants. Neighbor Henry sent a photo

You said : And I realized something else – Tuesday’s letter to Emma – this is not just a letter

You said : Again, my emotions are shaped by music. I can’t get the project moving – I was really

You said : The last 10 days have been very busy, the project started moving rapidly and then suddenly stopped.

You said : Some kind of memory loss – I can’t find where I discussed with you the long letter

You said : What a wonderful morning, what a wonderful “vision” of a dream, how everything seemed within reach, how

You said : YES YES YES MY LIFE GOAL – TO BE INDEPENDENT INDEPENDENT FROM WORK – but to work

You said : I sent it….but I had TENERIFE in mind, I already know what to aim for, with or