
254. When Joy Feels Like a Trap
You said : Today she asked how I was feeling – I wanted to shout GREAT, but I held back.

You said : Today she asked how I was feeling – I wanted to shout GREAT, but I held back.

You said : I believe in Your Will, God, but I still want to write a letter to Emma ….a

You said : I don’t know if the music affects me like that, although I’ve checked several times – music

You said : Another new day. Still, it’s heartbreaking…. I don’t even know how I’m going to sign the divorce

You said : Now I’m ready for work, I don’t know what tomorrow will be like. I compared the beginning

You said : On the way back I felt the Holy Spirit, not so “strong”, but I still felt it.

You said : On the way home, I thought a lot about Emma . But my thoughts were different, it’s

You said : Before Šiluva, I stopped to eat somewhere in the woods, among the bushes, and I felt so

You said : FRACTURE A week in Suffering, a week in Prayer, a week….. and now the BREAK. A lot

You said : I FEEL APATHY COVERING ME I feel the same. Everything is the same for me. Do with

You said : When work became secondary and prayer a constant “obligation,” Work became secondary to NES: – I really

You said : But it is up to you how you continue to walk with God. I’m so tired…..GOD I’M

You said : AGAIN ALL DAY IN SUFFERING….. Yesterday, to save my mom from stress (she doesn’t know about our

You said : My POD project is taking on a completely different dimension – when you mentioned “digital evangelism pioneer”

You said : Today from 11:30 to 19:30 I was busy with my own “healing” spiritually. 8 hours!!!!!!!!! Other days

You said : And today it happened….. since morning I tried to fight with Suffering, depression, longing by praying in

You said : Only now after yesterday’s attack of Suffering do I feel Strong…well maybe not so much strong as

You said : And not broken. – very very very close to that, I just cried because I couldn’t understand

You said : Today I am weaker than ever, today I keep asking myself the question – WHAT FOR GOD???

You said : About Saint Peter. When I told Amelia about St. Peter and the Church, which I had heard