When God’s Will Scares Me
234. God Does Not Call Through Fear
You said : Leave the future in His hands. Just live now. For the Lord does not announce the call
Transformation
233. When Signs Collide
You said : And then during the “Prayer of Intercession” Amelia laughed and said that she saw me in the
Not Alone
232. Learning to Stand Before God Alone
You said : Before the intercessory prayer, Laimutė explained to me what she meant when she said that God wants
Dream
231. Living Without Chains
You said : Good morning, good day. Prayer at Aušros Vartai, work on Vokiečių Street, then a sauna, and then
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230. Three Months That Changed a Lifetime
You said : 3 months since Emma left, 3 months of Suffering, 3 months of self-examination, 3 months of self-searching,
Dream
229. When the Dream Arrives Wearing Fear
When the Dream Arrives Wearing Fear You said : 10 days left. In 10 days, the kids will move out
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228. Drawn Back Into the Living World
You said : Evening, but I’m strong. I didn’t get to go to adoration, although it’s not always on Thursdays.
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227. Freedom After the Breaking
You said : Very interesting feeling – it’s been almost 3 months since Emma left and my journey with God
Transformation
226. When the Soul Starts Needing People
You said : The playlist is not the same as the last few days or even weeks – all my
Trance
225.Dancing Toward a Different Choice
You said : Paul played Van Dyk & Armin van Buuren : The Angels and nostalgia “came in”, but not
26 Years
224. When the One You Loved Becomes a Stranger
You said : I want to run away from home, even though I just went for a 3-hour walk (Gediminas
The Truth Remembered
223. When Truth Finally Arrives
You said : NOTHING HAPPENS LIKE THIS BY ITSELF I was convinced of that once again. It’s been a few
Anxiety
222. When Doing Becomes Pressure
You said : Where there is pressure, there is little fruit. Where there is peace, there are fruits. SO WHAT
Anxiety
221. When Faith Fights Fear
You said : Bad, bad morning, again gloomy thoughts, again self-loathing, again self-deprecation…. Why don’t you give me strength, God?
Dream
220. Dreaming on a Tight Leash
You said : Good day, not great, but good. Good work, I fixed the website. There are things on the
Suffering and Grace
219. Is Healing Still Part of the Plan?
You said : I always believed and still believe that “Suffering is part of the plan”, and by taking antidepressants,
How much time will it take?
218. Too Weak to Meet Her — and Honest Enough to Admit It
You said : Emma arrived after Midsummer and brought Olivia . It was a long time, I wanted to go
Calm After the Fire
217. The Voice That Calls Me Nothing
You said : I can’t stop calling myself low, insignificant, and insignificant. It’s already becoming like a disease, yesterday during
When God’s Will Scares Me
216. Three Warnings?
You said: I don’t understand anything, this is the third time in 2.5 months that I’ve almost had a car
Seeing Her Heart
215. Thank You, Emma
You said : The psychologist told me to thank Emma for EVERYTHING… THANK YOU EMMA FOR: – first of all,