Road
214. Needing Someone Safe
You said : I really want to go for a walk, but the weather is terrible like late autumn –
When God’s Will Scares Me
213. Not God’s Voice
You said : I don’t know, but it seems to me, God, that You want me to fail EVEN more.
Losing Ground
212. Is Prayer My Direction?
You said : Nothing has happened in these 2.5 months, no progress, only disappointment, Suffering, Longing, Nostalgia…… Every day more
How much time will it take?
211. After Everything Collapses
You said : It all started in the fall. In the fall, I received my first penalty from eBay and
Chaos
210. When the Pain Returns
You said : Everything is only getting worse…. The longing becomes unbearable again, and I thought I had dealt with
God’s Timing
209. A Step From God
You said : I went to see a lawyer and, on her advice, filled out an application to examine the
House
208. More Than a House
You said : I understand why it’s so hard for me to say goodbye/sell the house – it’s a place
Probabilities
207. Removing the Thorn
You said : I ENVY EMMA’S HIGH EARNINGS She did it!!!! She was able to achieve her goal – to
Nothing in this world happens without a reason
206. Mind Refuses Reality
You said : The further the mind refuses to accept reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It refuses to understand what happened between us and
The Roadmap of Faith
205. When Faith Hurts
You said : 2.5 months of faith in You, God. 2.5 months of FAITH IN YOU, GOD, but also 2.5
House
204. Should I Let the House Go?
You said : Or maybe we really need to sell the house????? Although for me that house is like the
The Truth Remembered
203. Trust With All Your Heart
You said : After talking to the lawyer, I somehow thought that I was being shown dead ends in all
26 Years
202. Did Everything Right
You said : Emma called unexpectedly . She tried to force me to sell the house again, threatening me. The
26 Years
201. I Choose Emma
You said : Somehow those 2.5 months passed before my eyes: – I once told Emma , as my first
26 Years
200. Unable to Let Go
You said : Still from Tiberias Crisis in Chinese Threat + Opportunity God keeps showing me that new opportunities, new
Seeing Her Heart
199. When the Heart Is Ready
You said : I keep thinking – after all, someday I’ll need to call Emma for a chat and say
Chaos
198. New Beginning Shelf
You said : What else did I take out (I’m just now starting to put everything on the shelves) –
Chaos
197. Order in Chaos
You said : Another added – that perhaps there is more order in chaos than in everything else, that chaos
Chaos
196. Chaos as Foundation
You said : When I shared with everyone in Tiberias what I experienced and that I was taking CHAOS with
Beginning
195. Back to the Beginning
You said : I don’t understand anything – I went to Tiberias for answers to my questions and PEACE…. I