248. When Someone Becomes a Stranger Without Leaving
You said : On the way home, I thought a lot about Emma . But my thoughts were different, it’s […]
247. The Moment I Wanted Nothing
You said : Before Šiluva, I stopped to eat somewhere in the woods, among the bushes, and I felt so
246. Fracture
You said : FRACTURE A week in Suffering, a week in Prayer, a week….. and now the BREAK. A lot
245. When Even Surrender Feels Empty
You said : I FEEL APATHY COVERING ME I feel the same. Everything is the same for me. Do with
244. When Prayer Turns Into Survival
You said : When work became secondary and prayer a constant “obligation,” Work became secondary to NES: – I really
243. When Even Prayer Becomes Too Heavy
You said : But it is up to you how you continue to walk with God. I’m so tired…..GOD I’M
242. When Suffering Returns Without Warning
You said : AGAIN ALL DAY IN SUFFERING….. Yesterday, to save my mom from stress (she doesn’t know about our
241. DigitalJesus.AI — When God Meets You Here
You said : My POD project is taking on a completely different dimension – when you mentioned “digital evangelism pioneer”
240. When Healing Feels Like a Full-Time Job
You said : Today from 11:30 to 19:30 I was busy with my own “healing” spiritually. 8 hours!!!!!!!!! Other days
239. God Will Provide
You said : And today it happened….. since morning I tried to fight with Suffering, depression, longing by praying in
238. Peace Without a Reason
You said : Only now after yesterday’s attack of Suffering do I feel Strong…well maybe not so much strong as
237. When Nothing Seems to Bear Fruit
You said : And not broken. – very very very close to that, I just cried because I couldn’t understand
236. Why Does the Price Feel Too High?
You said : Today I am weaker than ever, today I keep asking myself the question – WHAT FOR GOD???
235. Between the Rock and the Wound
You said : About Saint Peter. When I told Amelia about St. Peter and the Church, which I had heard
234. God Does Not Call Through Fear
You said : Leave the future in His hands. Just live now. For the Lord does not announce the call
233. When Signs Collide
You said : And then during the “Prayer of Intercession” Amelia laughed and said that she saw me in the
232. Learning to Stand Before God Alone
You said : Before the intercessory prayer, Laimutė explained to me what she meant when she said that God wants
231. Living Without Chains
You said : Good morning, good day. Prayer at Aušros Vartai, work on Vokiečių Street, then a sauna, and then
230. Three Months That Changed a Lifetime
You said : 3 months since Emma left, 3 months of Suffering, 3 months of self-examination, 3 months of self-searching,
229. When the Dream Arrives Wearing Fear
When the Dream Arrives Wearing Fear You said : 10 days left. In 10 days, the kids will move out