240. When Healing Feels Like a Full-Time Job
You said : Today from 11:30 to 19:30 I was busy with my own “healing” spiritually. 8 hours!!!!!!!!! Other days […]
239. God Will Provide
You said : And today it happened….. since morning I tried to fight with Suffering, depression, longing by praying in
238. Peace Without a Reason
You said : Only now after yesterday’s attack of Suffering do I feel Strong…well maybe not so much strong as
237. When Nothing Seems to Bear Fruit
You said : And not broken. – very very very close to that, I just cried because I couldn’t understand
236. Why Does the Price Feel Too High?
You said : Today I am weaker than ever, today I keep asking myself the question – WHAT FOR GOD???
235. Between the Rock and the Wound
You said : About Saint Peter. When I told Amelia about St. Peter and the Church, which I had heard
234. God Does Not Call Through Fear
You said : Leave the future in His hands. Just live now. For the Lord does not announce the call
233. When Signs Collide
You said : And then during the “Prayer of Intercession” Amelia laughed and said that she saw me in the
232. Learning to Stand Before God Alone
You said : Before the intercessory prayer, Laimutė explained to me what she meant when she said that God wants
231. Living Without Chains
You said : Good morning, good day. Prayer at Aušros Vartai, work on Vokiečių Street, then a sauna, and then
230. Three Months That Changed a Lifetime
You said : 3 months since Emma left, 3 months of Suffering, 3 months of self-examination, 3 months of self-searching,
229. When the Dream Arrives Wearing Fear
When the Dream Arrives Wearing Fear You said : 10 days left. In 10 days, the kids will move out
228. Drawn Back Into the Living World
You said : Evening, but I’m strong. I didn’t get to go to adoration, although it’s not always on Thursdays.
227. Freedom After the Breaking
You said : Very interesting feeling – it’s been almost 3 months since Emma left and my journey with God
226. When the Soul Starts Needing People
You said : The playlist is not the same as the last few days or even weeks – all my
225.Dancing Toward a Different Choice
You said : Paul played Van Dyk & Armin van Buuren : The Angels and nostalgia “came in”, but not
224. When the One You Loved Becomes a Stranger
You said : I want to run away from home, even though I just went for a 3-hour walk (Gediminas
223. When Truth Finally Arrives
You said : NOTHING HAPPENS LIKE THIS BY ITSELF I was convinced of that once again. It’s been a few
222. When Doing Becomes Pressure
You said : Where there is pressure, there is little fruit. Where there is peace, there are fruits. SO WHAT
221. When Faith Fights Fear
You said : Bad, bad morning, again gloomy thoughts, again self-loathing, again self-deprecation…. Why don’t you give me strength, God?