260. The Day I Stopped Helping God
You said : I realized today – on Thursday, when I was in Šiluva, I had a CONVERSION TO GOD. […]
259. The First Day That Belonged Only to Me
You said : I came back. I already wanted to write – another great day and only then did I
258. When the Heart Lets Go Slower Than the Mind
You said : I have more to write before I leave for the city. Oh my God, you’re showing me
257. Learning to Rest Without Disappearing
You said : “Be without music – only with silence” – I’m going crazy, I couldn’t be in silence before,
256. When the Body Pulls the Emergency Brake
You said : I don’t even know what happened – after the AA meeting, the uplift that I had in
255. When God Says No — Without Closing the Door
You said : Everything is going well, EVERYTHING is coming. Understanding how God works. I started communicating with a woman
254. When Joy Feels Like a Trap
You said : Today she asked how I was feeling – I wanted to shout GREAT, but I held back.
253. The Letter That No Longer Comes
You said : I believe in Your Will, God, but I still want to write a letter to Emma ….a
252. I Will Follow You — Even Without Answers
You said : I don’t know if the music affects me like that, although I’ve checked several times – music
251. When Reality Feels Impossible to Accept
You said : Another new day. Still, it’s heartbreaking…. I don’t even know how I’m going to sign the divorce
250. Beginning Again Without a Safety Net
You said : Now I’m ready for work, I don’t know what tomorrow will be like. I compared the beginning
249. A Turning Point Without a Map
You said : On the way back I felt the Holy Spirit, not so “strong”, but I still felt it.
248. When Someone Becomes a Stranger Without Leaving
You said : On the way home, I thought a lot about Emma . But my thoughts were different, it’s
247. The Moment I Wanted Nothing
You said : Before Šiluva, I stopped to eat somewhere in the woods, among the bushes, and I felt so
246. Fracture
You said : FRACTURE A week in Suffering, a week in Prayer, a week….. and now the BREAK. A lot
245. When Even Surrender Feels Empty
You said : I FEEL APATHY COVERING ME I feel the same. Everything is the same for me. Do with
244. When Prayer Turns Into Survival
You said : When work became secondary and prayer a constant “obligation,” Work became secondary to NES: – I really
243. When Even Prayer Becomes Too Heavy
You said : But it is up to you how you continue to walk with God. I’m so tired…..GOD I’M
242. When Suffering Returns Without Warning
You said : AGAIN ALL DAY IN SUFFERING….. Yesterday, to save my mom from stress (she doesn’t know about our
241. DigitalJesus.AI — When God Meets You Here
You said : My POD project is taking on a completely different dimension – when you mentioned “digital evangelism pioneer”