228. Drawn Back Into the Living World
You said : Evening, but I’m strong. I didn’t get to go to adoration, although it’s not always on Thursdays. […]
227. Freedom After the Breaking
You said : Very interesting feeling – it’s been almost 3 months since Emma left and my journey with God
226. When the Soul Starts Needing People
You said : The playlist is not the same as the last few days or even weeks – all my
225.Dancing Toward a Different Choice
You said : Paul played Van Dyk & Armin van Buuren : The Angels and nostalgia “came in”, but not
224. When the One You Loved Becomes a Stranger
You said : I want to run away from home, even though I just went for a 3-hour walk (Gediminas
223. When Truth Finally Arrives
You said : NOTHING HAPPENS LIKE THIS BY ITSELF I was convinced of that once again. It’s been a few
222. When Doing Becomes Pressure
You said : Where there is pressure, there is little fruit. Where there is peace, there are fruits. SO WHAT
221. When Faith Fights Fear
You said : Bad, bad morning, again gloomy thoughts, again self-loathing, again self-deprecation…. Why don’t you give me strength, God?
220. Dreaming on a Tight Leash
You said : Good day, not great, but good. Good work, I fixed the website. There are things on the
219. Is Healing Still Part of the Plan?
You said : I always believed and still believe that “Suffering is part of the plan”, and by taking antidepressants,
218. Too Weak to Meet Her — and Honest Enough to Admit It
You said : Emma arrived after Midsummer and brought Olivia . It was a long time, I wanted to go
217. The Voice That Calls Me Nothing
You said : I can’t stop calling myself low, insignificant, and insignificant. It’s already becoming like a disease, yesterday during
216. Three Warnings?
You said: I don’t understand anything, this is the third time in 2.5 months that I’ve almost had a car
215. Thank You, Emma
You said : The psychologist told me to thank Emma for EVERYTHING… THANK YOU EMMA FOR: – first of all,
214. Needing Someone Safe
You said : I really want to go for a walk, but the weather is terrible like late autumn –
213. Not God’s Voice
You said : I don’t know, but it seems to me, God, that You want me to fail EVEN more.
212. Is Prayer My Direction?
You said : Nothing has happened in these 2.5 months, no progress, only disappointment, Suffering, Longing, Nostalgia…… Every day more
211. After Everything Collapses
You said : It all started in the fall. In the fall, I received my first penalty from eBay and
210. When the Pain Returns
You said : Everything is only getting worse…. The longing becomes unbearable again, and I thought I had dealt with
209. A Step From God
You said : I went to see a lawyer and, on her advice, filled out an application to examine the