Dream
220. Dreaming on a Tight Leash
You said : Good day, not great, but good. Good work, I fixed the website. There are things on the
Suffering and Grace
219. Is Healing Still Part of the Plan?
You said : I always believed and still believe that “Suffering is part of the plan”, and by taking antidepressants,
How much time will it take?
218. Too Weak to Meet Her — and Honest Enough to Admit It
You said : Emma arrived after Midsummer and brought Olivia . It was a long time, I wanted to go
Calm After the Fire
217. The Voice That Calls Me Nothing
You said : I can’t stop calling myself low, insignificant, and insignificant. It’s already becoming like a disease, yesterday during
When God’s Will Scares Me
216. Three Warnings?
You said: I don’t understand anything, this is the third time in 2.5 months that I’ve almost had a car
Seeing Her Heart
215. Thank You, Emma
You said : The psychologist told me to thank Emma for EVERYTHING… THANK YOU EMMA FOR: – first of all,
Road
214. Needing Someone Safe
You said : I really want to go for a walk, but the weather is terrible like late autumn –
When God’s Will Scares Me
213. Not God’s Voice
You said : I don’t know, but it seems to me, God, that You want me to fail EVEN more.
Losing Ground
212. Is Prayer My Direction?
You said : Nothing has happened in these 2.5 months, no progress, only disappointment, Suffering, Longing, Nostalgia…… Every day more
How much time will it take?
211. After Everything Collapses
You said : It all started in the fall. In the fall, I received my first penalty from eBay and
Chaos
210. When the Pain Returns
You said : Everything is only getting worse…. The longing becomes unbearable again, and I thought I had dealt with
God’s Timing
209. A Step From God
You said : I went to see a lawyer and, on her advice, filled out an application to examine the
House
208. More Than a House
You said : I understand why it’s so hard for me to say goodbye/sell the house – it’s a place
Probabilities
207. Removing the Thorn
You said : I ENVY EMMA’S HIGH EARNINGS She did it!!!! She was able to achieve her goal – to
Nothing in this world happens without a reason
206. Mind Refuses Reality
You said : The further the mind refuses to accept reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It refuses to understand what happened between us and
The Roadmap of Faith
205. When Faith Hurts
You said : 2.5 months of faith in You, God. 2.5 months of FAITH IN YOU, GOD, but also 2.5
House
204. Should I Let the House Go?
You said : Or maybe we really need to sell the house????? Although for me that house is like the
The Truth Remembered
203. Trust With All Your Heart
You said : After talking to the lawyer, I somehow thought that I was being shown dead ends in all
26 Years
202. Did Everything Right
You said : Emma called unexpectedly . She tried to force me to sell the house again, threatening me. The
26 Years
201. I Choose Emma
You said : Somehow those 2.5 months passed before my eyes: – I once told Emma , as my first